Hi guys, please pray for me,
I found out I have sleep apnea, I get hypertension in my sleep and my carbon dioxide levels
reach 60%. Im about 388lbs. im debating weather I wanna go for the second sleep test
with the mask. Or If I wanna cancel it and let the carbon dioxide levels reach 100%
If it reaches 100% then the brain stops working, and every thing else shuts down.
Because theres no oxygen. Theres not one person on earth who would miss me
and Jesus is the only one in the Universe that loves me. It's a heavy burden to carry.
Do you take life with nothing to live for or do you make the best of the time you have left
with the crappy life you've been given in the first place?
Please pray for me and that Jesus would guide me.
I don't come on here much anymore.
Theres no one to talk too on here, just like life in reality.
I am fully aware of the reason the doctor considered my situation urgent.
But believe death is better than life, especially since I am born again and would
rather go home than stay on this earth.