Aboulutely. Jesus loves you so much. He has such a great purpose for your life. I have known depression myself; I used to be so araid of hell. Have you ever asked Jesus to save you and received him into your life as Lord and Savior? If not, you can pray with me, " Lord Jesus, I am a sinner in need of your salvation. I believe you are who you claimed to be -God in the flesh and I know you died for my sins, and rose again by the power of God. I choose to turn away from my sins and follow you Jesus. Save me Lord Jesus. Thank you that you hear me when I pray . In Jesus name I pray it all, Amen! And then I would advise you to find a mature Christian to lay hands on you that you may receive the Holy Spirit and then open your mouth and try and speak in different tongues. That's how it happened for me. I had a hard time calling God Father until I asked someone to pray for me to receive the Holy Spirit. I wasn't really seeking tongues at the time, just the Holy Spirit, but I gave tongues a try. And ever since I was prayed for in May 2012 to receive the Holy Spirit, I could call God Father. Often times in the book of acts the Spirit was giving through the laying on of hands and when they received, they spoke in tongues and prophesied.