Well, I would love to pray for you. But let me ask a couple questions so I can get to know you a bit better, if you would allow me?:
So, you have a very impactful list there, that would affect your person rather significantly. You mention things on the cuff of:
Defamation: The injury of a person's good name.
That is correct. In the form of innuendo. Almost sure lies were told about me on my back
Slander: Oral communication of false and malicious statements that damage the reputation of another.
IDEM, the use if deturpation and twisting too
Libel: To publish in print (including pictures), writing or broadcast thru radio, TV or film - an untruth that would harm.
Stalking: Tracking or ambushing.
Yes. I was followed many times by the same people, by the way some I knew some I didn't. They followed me to places or even to my home. I was also ambushed a couple of times. Once I was getting home a car slowly approached me.Thanks to God the gate was open. It was probably someone who knew about my schedules(I used to get at home everyday about that hour,depending on traffic jam, as I said I was studying for exams. It was a course at night two times a week, the neighborhood would be usually deserted and dark by that hour.
Attempted
Murder: The failed , or aborted attempt to murder.
Yes. Before the incident at night, there were a serious of confusing and absurd events that happened previous to the murder attempt and after. There were also manipulation of my dreams and thoughts and feelings during the period I was about to get assassinated. It was as if something or someone was trying to imbue me with horror before I was killed.Looking back it all almost felt like a plot as if a script carefully planned was being enacted
Assault: Threat of Bodily harm with a reasonable suggestion of means to accomplish it.
Kidnapping: Illegally being taken by force or fraud.
Yes , it is the car story. I don't think the driver of the car wanted to approach me in the middle of the night, deserted neighborhood and street just to ask me" What time is it?" . I entered home before I even saw the driver or he openned the window. All because thanks to God someone left the gate open or it was broken. I will never really know what he was going to do to me, but was probably going to kidnap me or worst.I had a cat who got killed outside the gate after that incident, I supposed this was what was going to be done to me. This is why I believe lies are being spread about me, provoking anger in who hears that gossip
Is this accurate? Have I missed anything?
I feel for you if this all has happened for sure. Can I ask you how your relationship with God is going?
At that time (2014)I was deviated from faith. Now I am seeking Him. I no longer believe in reincarnation, and praying to guardian angels etc.
When you say, "I don't accept....in the name of Jesus" in your opening remarks, what exactly do you mean by that?
I don't accept all injustice , and that fixation of the kingdom of darkness with injustice(it might even be a spirit of injustice).I don't want injustice in my life anymore I don't care if those evil plans are obssessed in injusticing another or with unfairness itself.I know a pattern of injustice is being ....how do you call it
Do you have actual proof of the crimes, (and they are crimes), that have been committed against you that you can take to the police?
I don't .All I have are memories, most don't make enough sense. But I know who wanted me dead , in the most unfair and worst way possible. By the way I think "they" have only post poned it.
You mentioned...."...what you have done..." (Unmendable). What does that mean? And what have you done? Unless you don't want to mention it that is...
Well,it is my belief the first thing anyone would think in this situation is"My God what have I done to deserve this???"and immediately start searching for anything I must have done to cause this. Almost driven crazy trying to find reasons why . Somethings were my fault some were other people's faults, some where evil influences and some were evil plans from the kingdom of darkness for me(so I heard evil things are planned in the kingdom of hell).To my view they got tired of me and compacted everything in my assassination, every grudge.Every little grudge been enough because they have been planning to get rid of me in such manner it's been a long time.However the first thing I thought was:where was my mistake?
And then you closed with your prayer mentioning, "...please guide me in Thy Righteousness and not mine." I think I get it, but for me when I read that I realize the term Righteousness means "A right relationship with God." So, I get baffled because it would mean His righteousness is also yours. But I think that was just meaning you wanted God to take over and not you right?
I want God to take over my sense of what is right and wrong, to guide me in His justice, righteousness, fairness, because I know mine can be faulty.I no longer want to base my sense of right and wrong on the wisest person I know, on the news, on the movies, tv shows, my life experience and history. Job only got listened by God and had his life transformed when He confessed God is fair and just, just that in my case it wasn't that bad and I am not exempt of guilt like Job.
And you ended in wanting freedom. I imagine freedom from the Tyranny of the Urgent issues before you right?
Before the assassination and abduction attempts I already didn't have much freedom. Specially to do what was right. I was locked in unusual bongages that can't be seen with naked eyes, that kept my soul and body unfruitful and areas of my life sterile. I wasn't free to live normaly and was unusually forbidden to do normal things at least for everyonelse. Somethings would happen and impede me to do what I had to do, learn what I had to,go where I had to, as blockages.And I sort of got revolted with God.I was blind. I ended up deviating from christianity
The thing that interferes with the life with God is our abominable seriousness which chokes the freedom and simplicity which ought to mark the life. The freedom and simplicity spring from one point only, a heart at rest with God and at leisure from itself.
"Dear heavenly Father, we ask you to be in the middle of all of these issues, to cut to the chase of the wrongs being committed. We ask that You protect Christianwoman90's health and good name, for Your glory to be seen. We ask for the anxiety in 90 to be soothed and taken by you and, instead, filled with Your spirits emotions. Than you for loving 90 and for being all and in all. Placing Your promises of provisions of all of the Kingdom of heaven at her disposal as she seeks Your face and will first before all other things. We claim that promise as well. "Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these other things.......shall be added." Father we give these burdens to You, and ask you fight her fights for her, and if there are burden of Your Spirit she is feeling help her respond to them in kind of Your love and support. Thank You for answering her prayers; being the Best answers for here hope and future. In Jesus Name, AMEN!"
