Thanks for sharing, friend. I so appreciate your desire to reorganize your spiritual life, and I know it’s extremely important to strengthen your walk with the Lord. He will surely be pleased in this longing of your heart, and I know that He will be faithful to you as you “Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness...” I just said a prayer for you, asking the Lord to draw you closer to Himself, bless you with good health, and direct your steps in the days ahead. May He be your protector and sustainer in many tangible ways. Blessings!