T.I.R.E.D.

I'm really tired of Life. I feel as if I don't deserve to be here.I've had heartache since I can remember. And it's like you talk to some people but it doesn't really help. Satan wants to take me out yall. He wants me dead. And i have this blue small crate full of pills that i think about taking daily. I dont know whats wrong with me. The Lord has blessed me. But my mom died when i was 5 from lupus. Grandma raised me til i was 8 died from stroke. My two older sisters raised me. The 47 yr old died feom liver cancer in 6 months. And 56 yr old died in her sleep a yr and half later.they were my mom. I got 1 sister left and she needs heart transplant. Shes 47. WHY? My kids are 20..18..17..they act like they hate me. We sont communicate. They really dont talk to me. Everyone is angry all the time . no communication. I cant live like this.i cry EVERYDAY. I WANNA DIE EVERYDAY.

Ya know...l'm really tired of life too.




These days, l think a lot of people feel that way.
But, I'm going to hang in there...and you should too. We have loved ones that still need us. We have God.

You do deserve to be here. Reaching out in your post shows us you still have hope and that's awesome.

l know the pain...I'll say a prayer for you, Sister.
God Bless.

Thank you.

Hi!Sis

Don't believe that...that is a lie an enemy's lie...

Yeah... Sometimes there are things that we dont know why it happened.... hard questions in life that can't be answered ...while we are still here on earth...but we have JESUS to help us...hang in there sis He cares for you.

Matthew 11:28-30

28 Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened,and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me,for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

I just said a prayer for you... God bless you

Father God we pray together for PropertyOfGod and his family members, please heal, bless and improve their life and situation and let you be glorified. Lord please heal and bless the sister of PropertyOfGod, as she is having heart transplant. Lord please bless these three children of 20,18,17 to show their love and respect and honour their dad. Lord you are the Lord of this family and PropertyOfGod, please give your peace, joy , strength, healing and let them obey you. Lord specially we pray for PropertyOfGod, please heal spiritually, physically and emotionally and bless his life and family members. You are the only hope Lord please change everything and bless PropertyOfGod. In Jesus gracious name, Amen!

I am truly sorry for ALL your trials sister. I don't know exactly what to say to take away your pain. And I think you are right in saying that it is your enemy and mine who wants to take you out.
Your heavenly Father loves you, and your brothers and sisters in Christ love you too.

DAILY, remember who YOU are, which is a greatly loved daughter of the most High God!

Don't let the enemy rob you of your joy in Christ. Become untouchable, fully arrayed by ALL the armor of God.


Dear Father, Abba, let Your daughter feel Your Presence in an unmistakable way. Show her new Graces in the joy of Your Son each morning. Let the fiery darts of the evil one fall to nothingness. I ask this in Your Son, Jesus Christ's Holy Name. Amen

Oh dear God.

Look guys,there is vastly more to this walk than a one dimensional "push pull" of victories,trials,and hoping for some string of smooth sailing.

ALL VICTORY COMES FROM PROTOCOL.

for the born again believer.

If you get saved,and do not do step 1, then you are RIPE for a circular walk.

Step 1,
"..... But tarry in Jerusalem until you are endued with power.

It took over a month for me,after salvation. Then,because I pursued it ( the baptism in the HOLY SPIRIT), I did,in fact receive it

What is it's purpose?
Power

Power over sin
Power for INTIMACY with Jesus
Power over the devil.
Power to take a hit
Power to minister.
Power to discern the bible,and any situation.

What this woman/ situation needs is game changer.

Jesus " look,you disciples need a game changer like what happened to me at baptism. Like what Sampson had,David met Goliath"

".... So,tarry in Jerusalem till you get it"

Game changer.

Baptism in the HS.

game changer.

All ministry,all virtue,all victory comes from the power of God.

PERIOD.

Girl,the devil is stalking you and your family.

I am going to break it. Break that filthy punk off of you.

I come against you Satan. I rebuke you off of her and her family. You put on some big ears and listen up. You will leave that family NOW,RIGHT NOW,in the Name of Jesus whim I serve with my whole heart.i cast you out of her mind and her being. You will NOT linger or oppress her. Get out. Go in Jesus name. Get out of her house and family.

I break every curse against this family. I break you in Jesus name.

Now,in Jesus name I apply the blood over her first,and her home,her family and everything she touches. She WILL HAVE a new measure of victory.

C'mon saints help me. Put that filthy thing on the run. Make it move.
Make it move,make it move,make it move.

Now look here Propertyof God,you are passive. Reinvent your walk. Ask for the baptism,and while you make that tarrying your passion,get PROACTIVE.
NUMBER ONE FIND POWERFUL BELIEVERS.

YOU need a starting place. A new starting place.
So many are improperly birthed into the kingdom.
Property of God,rise up. Rise up like a momma bear.
See what is happening. See it. See the devil,the punk devil tormenting you and robing you and your family.

We WILL STOP HIM.

YOU WILL STOP HIM

HE WILL STOP

Since you know you are the property of God, you must NOT harm God's property!!!! You are His—not your own! Throw out those pills and forget suicide. Expect something good to happen because God has promised He will work all things together for your good. You have value. You are treasure—whether anyone else knows it or not.

Lord, I pray You would lift off this spirit of suicide from this girl and replace it with hope. I pray that You restore relationships. Inspire her daughters to reach out and show their mother how much they love and appreciate here. Pour out Your love on her. Thank You, Lord, for hearing my prayer. In Christ's Name, Amen.

Very nice. Straight from the throne .
A million amens

Praying...

I am so sorry for the challenges you and your loved ones are facing right now, PropertyOfGod! You have come through some very sad and difficult times for sure and it sounds like you have a lot going on to deal with now. I know you said you talked to some people but it didn’t help. I wonder if maybe the persons you talked to just didn’t know what to say or how to help? Here’s a list of resources for people who WANT to and are skilled and gifted with helping in difficult situations. Perhaps it might be worth another try to talk to someone? When You Need A Comforting Voice | A Listly List


But I just have to say, I love your user name! YOU ARE God’s property, bought with a price, the precious blood of Jesus. You are alive right now, you are a miracle! As a suicide survivor myself, I want to encourage you to trust that God knows what he is doing. He has you here on this earth now for a reason. When that reason is over, he will take you home. That is his call, not yours. And as long as you are here, worship him with your life. He is the creator of heaven and earth! Think about that…the God who created infinity, created you…you are a masterpiece! Praying for you and yours.

Thank you. Blessings!

Thank you so much. I called suicide line. The guy was ok but pretty evasive.

Im not sure what your circumstances are with your children. Whether they live with you or not. If they don't listen and don't try to be Christian, let God worry about them, just maybe send a nice letter at birthday's etc? Maybe? If they're at home and they don't do as you say, kick them out or get them jobs etc. The Bible says depressed yourself from non-believers even if it's difficult.

If they don't improve, they may drag you down. Let them go if you have to and pray for them and your future. Maybe harsh, but you'll find it harder to climb with God, carrying others.

I pray to the Father in Jesus Christ name that things will get better for you soon, and the holy spirit will help you, amen.

I've read about everyone else but not you. The world and life is full of heartache for everyone some only see the worst and others acknowledge it and move on.. I too was one who sat and thought I had too much to deal with.. I did when I took on what wasn't mine.

I pray for perspective change.. you're a unique addition to the world and hopefully you focus on that and live your life

pray to The Holy Spirit for answers, you will always be heard, and then,
we do what ever we are told by The King...Trusting, obeying, walking....

Hello. Thanks for the prayer. I am a female. The mother of the children. Thank you so much for prayer