I tried getting out of this one but was told I can do it. Tough day today. I need to pick up a Lot of material then deliver it to 3 different places in the city. My first hard task is to explain to the guy loading the material how to correctly strap it to the roof of the van. And I honestly don't know but the last time they didn't do it correctly and thankfully I wasn't driving but what was on the roof came loose and went forward. Second task is parking. Terrified with the huge load I have. Third is driving to the last destination on wallstreet bc of narrow roads n was told I'll most likely get lost
Plus it's supposed to be raining too.
I have not slept at All tonight and need to get up in an hour. I feel a mixture of peace, turmoil and nervousness and tiredness. I don't expect to fall asleep in the next hour.
Need prayer for confidence and that everything will fall into place correctly so I won't have a difficult time at any of the 3 locations and whomever is loading the van will strap down what's on top correctly.
Can it get any harder??? Plus don't forget the rain. I do not feel confident. I do not feel I can do this. I cried a few times in the last several hrs. And the closer it gets to me needing to get out of bed, the more nervous I'm getting.
Plus it's supposed to be raining too.
I have not slept at All tonight and need to get up in an hour. I feel a mixture of peace, turmoil and nervousness and tiredness. I don't expect to fall asleep in the next hour.
Need prayer for confidence and that everything will fall into place correctly so I won't have a difficult time at any of the 3 locations and whomever is loading the van will strap down what's on top correctly.
Can it get any harder??? Plus don't forget the rain. I do not feel confident. I do not feel I can do this. I cried a few times in the last several hrs. And the closer it gets to me needing to get out of bed, the more nervous I'm getting.
