hi everyone. I was just wondering if people could pray for me. I am going through a really hard season and just need some strength. Ive been having a really hard time getting out of bed in the morning or believing that "joy comes in the morning". I don't really feel like i have a purpose anymore. I am not suicidal, i love god with all my being and would never ever do that. I just need strength. Please pray that god might possibly be able to raise up a friend, a parent, just anyone that could be planted in my life for some encouragement. I don't like being weak or showing weakness but i feel like im falling apart *sorry*
Hi everlasting...I have something to share with you that i believe God has put on my heart...I was exactly the same as yourself, in fact i lived in my bed, it was soooo depressing to the point that i could not sleep in it no more, where could one go if we can`t hide in our bed, but God has good plans for you, just as He has good plans for us all, remember, when you are weak, He is your strength, so here is what i done, and may i add i still spend lots of my time in bed but my whole out look has changed...I bought a lovely new Bible, and from my pit ( bed ) i learned to be still before God, i bought a writing journal and brand new pen and it all took off from there...I cried my heart out to God, He showed me Psalms of David, He showed me little by little that He would take care of me as long as i gave ALL of me to Him, He nursed me through my dark moods, He did not care that my bed was my living space, He just cared about me...I started making my coffee or fruit teas in the morning and made my Bible time special to God, i wrote out my feelings day by day in my journal, and i was like this for over a year, i can now look back on my journals and see how our Loving Father really does tend to His children
...Put on your Armor suit and tell that evil one to get behind you in the name of Jesus, if you have to eat in bed then do so, it`s your private closet between you and God, Hhe will bring you out of it when He s good and ready, you are in the best place ever, quiet before our Lord...xox...