The unforgivable sin fear again

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ArtsieSteph

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I always deal with this.

ok some pretext: I'm very auditory sensitive at times. My parents were watching a movie in the other room. I start when I hear what sounded like someone saying softly "you b****." When I dot know what it is, and it is highly possible it was certain syllables being echoed from mom and dad's movie that my ear caught, I freak thinking it's like a demon or something. I pray, ask God to bind up anything bad around me in Jesus name.

Fast forward to this morning. I wake up, still in fear whatever may have been there is still there. I start praying and feel an emotional flatness, which may well have been the Lord giving me peace about the matter, and start fearing it may have been whatever that was last night affecting me.

I then start freaking out, thinking I have just accused what may have been God helping to feel better as something else and fear I've just committed the unforgivable sin. Sadly I remember I did in fact pray that God would bind whatever that was, and it's gone and I gots believe that. So I ask God to forgive me for my confusion and whatnot.

I think part of me has gone through this so many times that I know I haven't, but I fear, "What if I have?" And if I haven't, how badly have I grieved the poor Holy Spirit???

Please se pray for me to have understanding and Holy Spirit peace.
 

levi85

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Father God bless Artsiesteph, in this matter. In Jesus Holy name, Amen!
 

crmvet

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Philippians 4:6-7
 

CherieR

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It sounds like you are worried too much about people cussing near you. You can't help what you hear, so I would not worry about binding anything. Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit is something completely different from what you are describing and that is done with the mouth not in thoughts. It is basically you see a miracle of Jesus and you attribute it to Satan saying outloud that Jesus has an evil spirit. I am sure you would never do that. You can read about it in Mark 3:20-30. I would encourage you to look up stuff online about OCD or in books and maybe see a counselor as it seems you might be experiencing a form of religious OCD. I have dealt with a little religious OCD myself and it can be crippling. Don't try to figure out if you grieved the Holy Spirit or not, that is a waste of time. Just let God be the judge when you are not sure. Christ Jesus acts as a advocate for those who have believed on him and have received him as Lord and Savior. I will pray for you.
 

CherieR

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I would go a step further and say you can actually watch a movie with your parents that has a little cussing in it and not bind any spirits. This is called exposure and response prevention( ERP). It is very helpful. It may seem wrong at first but I think you ought to give it a try.
 
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Despite all the mistaken confusion about what the word, Repent, actually means... THIS is Repenting...... To change your thinking and to MAKE UP YOUR MIND, and follow what you keep repeating that you believe. We are not to disbelieve what we claim to believe because of every little insecurity that comes along.
 
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so true Willie, this is where our Faith and Trust should kick-in, and kick-out
what the evil one keeps on trying to do to us in order to make us doubt ourselves
and the Faith that we have been given...we have to GET UP and actively USE what
He has blessed us with...
 
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I always deal with this.

ok some pretext: I'm very auditory sensitive at times. My parents were watching a movie in the other room. I start when I hear what sounded like someone saying softly "you b****." When I dot know what it is, and it is highly possible it was certain syllables being echoed from mom and dad's movie that my ear caught, I freak thinking it's like a demon or something. I pray, ask God to bind up anything bad around me in Jesus name.

Fast forward to this morning. I wake up, still in fear whatever may have been there is still there. I start praying and feel an emotional flatness, which may well have been the Lord giving me peace about the matter, and start fearing it may have been whatever that was last night affecting me.

I then start freaking out, thinking I have just accused what may have been God helping to feel better as something else and fear I've just committed the unforgivable sin. Sadly I remember I did in fact pray that God would bind whatever that was, and it's gone and I gots believe that. So I ask God to forgive me for my confusion and whatnot.

I think part of me has gone through this so many times that I know I haven't, but I fear, "What if I have?" And if I haven't, how badly have I grieved the poor Holy Spirit???

Please se pray for me to have understanding and Holy Spirit peace.
Have you read "Grace abounding to the Chief of Sinners"? If not, please do. There is also something in "The Pilgrim's Progress" that was said by John Bunyan, the author of both books that may comfort you.
 
Z

Zi

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You think demons are talking to you? That is not uncommon

Jesus said He gave Peter the keys.. So the power to bind and loose is in your hands if you know what you're doing. Demons know who is aware of authority.. seven son's of sceva got beat up..

You need to read up on the authority we have as believers and exercise it..
 
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Zi

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I do realize I could be misunderstanding you..

Either way I will pray
 

ArtsieSteph

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Like I said too, it could well be that the "talking" was actually just the movie that mom and dad were playing and that's not what the characters were saying ta all. Nonetheless God is good and I'm ok
 

RickyZ

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I always deal with this.

ok some pretext: I'm very auditory sensitive at times. My parents were watching a movie in the other room. I start when I hear what sounded like someone saying softly "you b****." When I dot know what it is, and it is highly possible it was certain syllables being echoed from mom and dad's movie that my ear caught, I freak thinking it's like a demon or something. I pray, ask God to bind up anything bad around me in Jesus name.

Fast forward to this morning. I wake up, still in fear whatever may have been there is still there. I start praying and feel an emotional flatness, which may well have been the Lord giving me peace about the matter, and start fearing it may have been whatever that was last night affecting me.

I then start freaking out, thinking I have just accused what may have been God helping to feel better as something else and fear I've just committed the unforgivable sin. Sadly I remember I did in fact pray that God would bind whatever that was, and it's gone and I gots believe that. So I ask God to forgive me for my confusion and whatnot.

I think part of me has gone through this so many times that I know I haven't, but I fear, "What if I have?" And if I haven't, how badly have I grieved the poor Holy Spirit???

Please se pray for me to have understanding and Holy Spirit peace.
There's only one thing to remember when you think you've blasphemed God - if it bothers you, you haven't :)

Father, where two or more pray in Jesus' Name it shall be done ... in Jesus' Name I pray with my sister; In Jesus' Name I bind and silence these doubting, condemning spirits; and ask that Jesus Blood be shed upon her to cleanse her flesh of these things that allow these spirits to foster doubt. May the Holy Spirit wash thru her to cleanse her spirit, and to wash away all evil that seeks to afflict her. Lord may angels surround her, to occupy and do battle with the enemy, and may even more be sent to minster to her and bear her up. Father we thank You and bless you for blessing us, and rejoice in being able to bring these things before You, knowing You're at work on them even before we do. That is so awesome, You are so awesome. In Jesus' Name we lay this at Your feet.

Amen
 
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I deal with this a lot. Jesus tells me its not my thoughts to reject them and praise HIm. JESUS WONNNNNNNNN SAY THATTT OVER AND OVERR
 
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i read your testimony, can i talk to this church who delivered you and told you they dealt with it. Please you said God brought you to people who dealt with it :((( ugh i hate these thoughts i say their not me and they still come.
 
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Read and fill-up your mind with memorized scriptures -
no one or nothing can over-talk/take Holy Words and thoughts or actions...