I always deal with this.
ok some pretext: I'm very auditory sensitive at times. My parents were watching a movie in the other room. I start when I hear what sounded like someone saying softly "you b****." When I dot know what it is, and it is highly possible it was certain syllables being echoed from mom and dad's movie that my ear caught, I freak thinking it's like a demon or something. I pray, ask God to bind up anything bad around me in Jesus name.
Fast forward to this morning. I wake up, still in fear whatever may have been there is still there. I start praying and feel an emotional flatness, which may well have been the Lord giving me peace about the matter, and start fearing it may have been whatever that was last night affecting me.
I then start freaking out, thinking I have just accused what may have been God helping to feel better as something else and fear I've just committed the unforgivable sin. Sadly I remember I did in fact pray that God would bind whatever that was, and it's gone and I gots believe that. So I ask God to forgive me for my confusion and whatnot.
I think part of me has gone through this so many times that I know I haven't, but I fear, "What if I have?" And if I haven't, how badly have I grieved the poor Holy Spirit???
Please se pray for me to have understanding and Holy Spirit peace.
ok some pretext: I'm very auditory sensitive at times. My parents were watching a movie in the other room. I start when I hear what sounded like someone saying softly "you b****." When I dot know what it is, and it is highly possible it was certain syllables being echoed from mom and dad's movie that my ear caught, I freak thinking it's like a demon or something. I pray, ask God to bind up anything bad around me in Jesus name.
Fast forward to this morning. I wake up, still in fear whatever may have been there is still there. I start praying and feel an emotional flatness, which may well have been the Lord giving me peace about the matter, and start fearing it may have been whatever that was last night affecting me.
I then start freaking out, thinking I have just accused what may have been God helping to feel better as something else and fear I've just committed the unforgivable sin. Sadly I remember I did in fact pray that God would bind whatever that was, and it's gone and I gots believe that. So I ask God to forgive me for my confusion and whatnot.
I think part of me has gone through this so many times that I know I haven't, but I fear, "What if I have?" And if I haven't, how badly have I grieved the poor Holy Spirit???
Please se pray for me to have understanding and Holy Spirit peace.