Confession

Hi. its really hard for me to type this out, i thought many times if i should even do this but after reading the book from messes to miracle i've decided to do so.

i'm a girl and i mastubate, i feel really guilty about doing it every time because i felt that i have let God down. and because of this my i felt really distanced from God. i really want to go back to him and be in his warm embrace.

i know i should i should confess to my cell mates but i really can't bring myself to do so, but i really felt the need of confessing it, so i hope that you guys wouldn't mind me doing this.

i hope that you all can pray for me that god will fill up the emptiness in my heart with his love and let him open my ears and eyes to see and hear things from him again

blessed,
j

Father God let you please set your daughter jael1 free from masturbation. Lord let you bless with your understanding, peace and strength to say no to masturbation. Lord have your grace upon jael. we together pray let you bless Jael1 and let you be glorified in her lives. In Jesus Holy name, Amen!

Welcome to CC, girl!
I’m sorry to hear what you're going through. I know it’s not easy to talk about struggles with masturbation, and I so appreciate your courage and willingness to openly share your heart with us. Remember that God loves you very much and is intimately concerned with this detail of your life. Please know that I’ll be praying for you, asking the Lord to draw you closer to Himself and provide the help you need at this time. I found this article (bit.ly/2wHwjvs) while searching for some information. I hope you’ll find it helpful. Please know that you can always come to us for help and support. May your awareness of His sustaining and enabling grace grow as the days go by. Sending hugs to you!

thank you so much, really. it feels amazing to have brothers and sisters out there who i have never even met but are caring and praying for me.

really grateful for your reply

thank you so much. Your prayer really meant a lot to me

Honestly many girls struggle with this. Some of them have a past of sexual abuse, other abuse, or just difficulty expressing emotions. You do not have to confess your sin face to face, but it might be helpful to just discuss difficult problems from your past or strong emotions with those around you (or come back here). We are always here for you.

Thank you. Honestly, I just did it. I felt the reason why I did it was me feeling lonely. When I'm all alone at home, all those thoughts just starts creeping in. I feel really really guilty and idk how can I go back to God

Prayers sent !!!