Alright so I got s few things I would like prayed about so I'm a very doubting Christian and recently it seems so much things r so bad like I don't know what to believe but I do at the same time I been doubting a lot lately and a few months ago I got out of the hospital for attempt of suicide I'm just 18 but I'm just so lost and confused just idk :/ and I have porn addiction it's gotten better and I guess I have extreme anger issues I get so mad idk why and I don't know how to stop it it's like it's hard sometimes and I been trying and I got better and even prayed about it and idk :/ and I'm in a relationship where we been together for a while and known eachother for four years and even planned on marrying that's going so down hill :/ it makes me so sad because I love her and I'm waiting for marriage for everything intercourse wise I just want to marry her she is my bestfriend 
we been through so much together and so many fun memories I don't want to lose her so plz pray for me and her that we will work this out and stay together yes we r not married so she can leave and that would be considered ok but I really am so attached to her and I just pray we can both soften up and she doesn't get so irritated at me and that I can act differently too :/ just plz pray for me in general like it's a lot more than this little stuff but thanks so much it means a lot
we been through so much together and so many fun memories I don't want to lose her so plz pray for me and her that we will work this out and stay together yes we r not married so she can leave and that would be considered ok but I really am so attached to her and I just pray we can both soften up and she doesn't get so irritated at me and that I can act differently too :/ just plz pray for me in general like it's a lot more than this little stuff but thanks so much it means a lot
