Want to be dead

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umzza

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Feel so bad. Like Ive been stabbed in the heart and twisted it. So much agony hurts so painfully bad want to die.
 
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Why?...............
 

mar09

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NO! I am just abt to log off, umzza, but i will remember u in prayer whenever i can. I know and am thankful ppl here have prayed for me when i needed some, and lots too-- and in God's good time, you will be shouting to the Lord and singing His praises. Deal?!

God bless, and may the Lord make His face shine upon you today and always.
 
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SweetmorningDew78

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Did something happen lately that made u feel this way...?

Been hearing brothers and sisters wanting to end everything...though I might not be able to really understand what you feel right now I want you to know that I care... hang in there sis....

May God wrap HIS hands around you and comfort you.
 
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My mentor stopped being my friend.
That can be a tough one. Is there anything going on in their life that may have precipitated their actions?
 

littlestarsmum

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I’m so sorry you’re feeling that way, umzza. Your life is precious no matter what issues you’re facing. Putting an end to your life will never solve your problems. Such a decision would be tragic beyond words. Please know that we care about you and are here to help you. You deserve to feel better and you don’t need to carry your burdens alone. I just said a prayer for you, asking the Lord to surround you with His comfort and peace. May He bless you and apply the power of His healing touch to your thoughts and emotions. Sending hugs & prayers your way!
 

levi85

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Lord, please heal umzza, and bless with your peace, joy. Lord give a new life and new hope to umzza. In Jesus Holy name, Amen!
 

Desertsrose

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Hi Umzza,


Do you have a church family? They are such a blessing to have and so helpful when emotional pain hits us unexpectedly. Well even when we expect it too; we all need some caring people around us that can help us through those difficult situations.


I will be praying that God brings you comfort - and also bring friends into your life.


Hugs!!!


Dear Lord we ask in Jesus' name that you will bring comfort to Umzza's sorrow and pain. Please pour out Your healing balm upon her and fill her heart with hope and joy.


The Lord bless you, and keep you;
The Lord make His face shine on you,
And be gracious to you;
The Lord lift up His countenance on you,
And give you peace.’
Numbers 6:24-26
 
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FenceMan

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I hope you are doing better now. I realize this is an old thread...
 

blue_ladybug

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Feb 21, 2014
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This is NOT a valid reason for wanting to be dead.. :/ Maybe they're just in a hard place right now. What makes you think they stopped being your friend?


My mentor stopped being my friend.
 

umzza

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This is NOT a valid reason for wanting to be dead.. :/ Maybe they're just in a hard place right now. What makes you think they stopped being your friend?
They said they said goodbye and stopped talking to me
 
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joefizz

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Yeah it's tough feeling alone,broken,but there is always hope for finding a new path in life,for you it was through your mentor that you learned for others it was through endurance or the need to believe upon something to keep moving forward,death can seem so easy a way out from pain and suffering but it only causes more suffering,because if you were no longer alive undoubtedly someone would be torn about you no longer living,we think that we "Know" whom cares for us but it's not until we are near death that we find whom cares for us the great thing though is that God cares for us when we think noone cares about us,your mentor has left leaving a hole in your heart but it can be mended,just look at where you are,so many here look forward to you living,because many of us have seen such times,your life is not over it is just beginning.
 
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joefizz

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My dear father God be with,umzza,this individual is having a tough time finding guidance and a way to fill the void in their heart,we've all had such times of splitting ways with others it is a sad thing but with you God we are brought out from the depths of sorrow,and show us our worth when none speak of us,be with this individual and show this individual the blessings they have and the blessings they have to look forward to,in Jesus's holy name I humbly pray,AMEN.
 

bsbmom

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I am so sorry your friend perhaps moving on has you feeling this way. I think that is great though, that you are seeking help and advice...shows you don't want to stay in that place for long. Sometimes the Lord uses people's comings and goings to teach us to rely on Him; as He is the only perfect friend....the One that won't disappoint....I'm really sorry that friend disappointed you. I pray you feel peace and are able to move on...and perhaps the relationship will be reconciled again in the future.