Prayers for a bungalow

Hang in there Happy..

*hugs*

I'm sure it's Rods kidneys not right. He's waiting to see the doctor when we move about blood tests for his kidneys. Im in alot of pain in my feet I've got still alot to do. I'm Sat crying because everything is to much. I don't have anyone to talk to. Rods so stubborn

praying that God will comfort and heal for both of you and Rod.. i know its emotional draining for real.. hang in there.. its not easy but God will give you strength.. He know your pain, He is there.. He heard you.. He care about you.. you never alone give all your worries and pain to Him into prayers
and dont forget to SMILE smile is a good medicine

proverb 15:13
A happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit.

God bless you!

Today dispite my Husbands weakness he drove to the church and we gave them tinned foods and clothes for the poor. Rods not eating much and I had all this tinned food, I want to be able to help others as well as not carrying heavy tins when we move to our bungalow. Also my husband was so weak today, I had to put my arm around his back to support him at times when we was walking with the dog. Yes im finding it hard watching this. I mentioned to rod that I didn't know how to look after him, he felt neglected straight away. I don't want to palm him off to hospital like he thinks. But I ask God to keep us strong together as Man and Wife and to give me the courage to be with my husband. He shown his love for me today by talling me to go into the hairdressers and make an appointment. Yes he does think of me dispite his illness. That touched my spirit. Lord I ask you to be with us always no matter what. we took those vows at wedding for a reason, I ask In Jesus Name to allow us to be close and not drift apart. Amen.

Pray for you and Rod. It's very kind that you two still tried to help others in your tough time. I believe God will guild you to get through all those difficulties. Amen.

I know it sounds silly but I'm not cut out for Life sometimes.I don't feel good enough to do things,my husband gets mad easily but I know he's poorly. it's so difficult doing things on my own, like sorting out benefits filling online forms, worrying if they will let Rod still be my carer, I really think it's all to much. I think differently to Rod and get very overwhelmed by it all. I cry alone and have none to understand me. Everytime he's in bed I feel the need to talk to someone. I still have to box things up for moving, I hate this world sometimes because I feel that I'm just a wreck. I'm not fast enough in my brain sometimes to register what's happening. I managed to get my medication today, thank God, its because I haven't had a review and they was keeping the meds from me. my husband gets very agitated when I'm trying to sort things out. it makes me even more nervous. I trying hard to do things correctly. I just need a understanding friend sometimes without being judgement. I just hope and pray this Move to Doncaster works out. I need support in my mind ,even though I try and have a go at things I become very nervous especially if my husband is anxious. I just don't know what they are going to say when I get a home visit from universal credit.

Happy, you're always welcome to PM me anytime you feel like talking..

Thanks blue ladybug, Just now my husband blamed me for him choking, he said he was banging on floor to me for another peace of bread, and when he shouted the bread went down his throat causing him to choke. he can't believe I didn't hear him, I just feel like having time to myself sometimes. my feet hurt alot and my mental health isn't great, but I'm obviously not good enough to take care of him. I'm slow in everything I do, but he can't see that. I went back upstairs with the bread and he said he didn't want cheese spread on it now, I just can't win. Going upstairs is a right pain with my feet.

I think it's really hard for you two now. People under huge pressure are easy to be mad. I hope you two can communicate more and understand each other more. You are being through a tough time though, it may be also an opportunity to support each other. Pray for you and Rod.

I often pray for her in the morning before I go to work. I will say another prayer that all goes well. This will go a long way in improving her quality of life greatly.

Thank you so much for your prayers. Today is the day, it's 6am and slept on the sofa, Rods still poorly, but I know I have to be strong. I'm praying he let's one of his lads to drive him to our bungalow, he can be so determined In his nature. It's been hard getting rid of stuff to downsize, but we have done it. Bless you all, and see you on the Internet very soon hopefully. Love Mandy x

Praise you heavenly Father for the good things you provide and that you do answer prayer. Please continue to bless Happy and Rod and direct their paths. In Jesus name, Amen.