After I wrote this it snowed twice here in Alabama where it never does. Our pipes in iur home busted twice even though we were running the water. So our kitchen flooded as we slept and laundry room. This house was built in 1947. It is a very nice house, just old. Now were working on saving up to get the kitchen floor redone because it totally rotted it. There are holes starting to form. We have been holding on to that new fake looking floor, I forget what you call it, we got for super cheap when we first moved in. Thank the Lord for that. He knew we would need it. We're trying to find a wholesale place for the actual flooring. Everything is too expensive in this tiny town. And our kitchen is a pretty good size as is the whole house. Then, our refrigerator we just got 6 months prior almost started a fire on the wall so we just had to get a new one of those, shoveled out $300 for it. Again, thank the Lord it didn't cost more. These prices these days are super scary. Now were slowly getting the fridge back with food. We had soo much food that had to be thrown away. If he hadn't of gotten up to use the bathroom, he wouldn't have smelled and heard the crackling. Thank you GOD!! THINGS COULD BE SO MUCH WORSE! He got me a car on Christmas because I told him just leave the Cadillac be, it was too much money going into it just for it to keep running hot. He's a mechanic and had even replaced the whole engine with still no avail of the thing to work. And did numerous other things I have no idea what it's all called, lol. So got a $100 Geo Metro feom my friend so we can save the gas and tomorrow will be getting insurance if these people call me back. So every time something goes wrong, the Lord ALWAYS has our back. And no, he doesn't have a substance problem. I've dealt with that before with old boyfriends when I was younger and let them go. So I know all the signs and symptoms. I now know where the money is going but that's a private matter. He jusy assumes what I don't know won't send me into a panic attack. He's learning. He didn't have a dad to show him the ropes, he died when he was a baby in a drunk driver accident. And he didn't get what he needed feom his mom. I also have to remind myself of these things. But, Kyle has come a very long way and I'm proud of him for that. I can still use the prayers as they always help and there are a few of my family's issues holding me down. My cousin has turned my last living grandparent, my Pop away from the family and I sent my Pop a letter last Thursday and I'm sure now he doesn't care about me. The man accused me of stealing my grandmothers Bible after she passed, of all things. I'm sorry for the long comment but my heart aches and I have no friends to vent to lol. But it's less drama that way so hey, I AM NOT complaining. Jesus IS my friend, my big brother.