I am just so sick of it all of this and everything. My life literally went down into the pits since year 2016 and hardlt gets any better. I went back to a house into another state and I was warned no to go back. I eventually left, but I went mentally insanse there back at my grandmothers house I used to stay at. I stayed in the house everyday and went insane from it and especially the stuff I looked up online and about superstitutions and now the devil is using evil numbers against me everyday to attack me and if its not that then its the neighbors he uses at the apartment to hurt me every second. I just want to be free form these superstitious number beliefs. I'm sick of being scared. People think its funny to purposely put certain numbers in my face everyday to see whether its a barcode a store that supports gay marriage or a license plate, I am really getting sick of it. I know there are certain sequence numbers in areas, but I'm sickof it. I'm sick of the fear. If its not on the back of a care or evil store then it has to be on the internet. its not just a number, its a number that is trying to get me to kill myself for the last two years. I was a zealous Christian in 2014 and on fire for God, but the attacks that came against me were not this strong. If I live around family members that don't believe in God, they literally never understand my Christian perspective and actually make me doubt in life more. I really don't need to hear no one truly cares about me or doesn't like me. If that was the case the members from my old church would of never tried to check up on me to see if I am okay and they still ask about me the state I used to live in. I'm really tired of getting acne, I stress and pimples pop up . I didnt use to get acne until I burnt my face with boiling water and the skin peeled off on both sides with two huge burn marks and after my skin did restore, I started putting all kinds of bleaching products on the burn marks to get rid of the darkness from the burns and I got huge pimples that didn't go away until the end of 2016, but I was spiritually attacking some family in the past so that could be the other reason for the pimples staying until I stop. I try to be do holy and clean and even be healthy physically too and yet the end of every month either normal acne or the enemy on purpose using his number or bad things to make me stress out and cry so my acne Can show up again. I don't like wearing makeup and I definitely want to take care of myself, all my life people had to tell me I look like a man and sounded like one. Even online and then had the nerve to tell me they didn't care if I killed myself. At schools,restaurants, and online people said I sounded like a man or looked like one and especially because of my dark skin. I just wish my acne scars and burn mark would go away completely. I just wish I could be told I'm pretty again. I just wish I could stop having this intense fear of the enemy's number and all these other superstitious numbers I looked up online. I just wish I had a friend that could talk to me everyday and truly care. I just wish I could have a parent be there for me truly. I just wished I look like a girl again. I just wished I sounded like a girl. I just wished my church cared more about me. I justed wished I didnt always have someone making me doubt life. I want to be free and happy and zealous like I was back in 2014. This new life is horrible and I'm more of a bitter,scared and negative Christian in sincd 2016 and now going to 2018. I need a prayer that can change me to the happy and zealous Christian I once was back in 2014. Where life was beautiful and problems weren't strong over me. Where I had more of a strong family structure. Where the family curse can be broken permanent. Where I can have someone sent to me to encourage my Christian life like I used to have in the past. Someone to speak the real truth about the enemy using certain people to attack me and make me cry and be depressed or worse try to encourage me too kill myself like he has been doing all my life.
Praying for extreme help over this life long spiritual attack
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Heavyspiritualattackedtee said:
am just so sick of it all of this and everything. My life literally went down into the pits since year 2016 and hardly gets any better. I went back to a house into another state and I was warned no to go back. I eventually left, but I went mentally insane there back at my grandmothers house I used to stay at.
I stayed in the house everyday and went insane from it and especially the stuff I looked up online and about superstitions and now the devil is using evil numbers against me everyday to attack me and if its not that then its the neighbors he uses at the apartment to hurt me every second.
I just want to be free from these superstitious number beliefs. I'm sick of being scared. People think its funny to purposely put certain numbers in my face everyday to see whether its a bar code a store that supports gay marriage or a license plate, I am really getting sick of it. I know there are certain sequence numbers in areas, but I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of the fear. If its not on the back of a care or evil store then it has to be on the internet. its not just a number, its a number that is trying to get me to kill myself for the last two years. I was a zealous Christian in 2014 and on fire for God, but the attacks that came against me were not this strong.
If I live around family members that don't believe in God, they literally never understand my Christian perspective and actually make me doubt in life more. I really don't need to hear no one truly cares about me or doesn't like me. If that was the case the members from my old church would have never tried to check up on me to see if I am okay and they still ask about me the state I used to live in.
I'm really tired of getting acne, I stress and pimples pop up . I didn't use to get acne until I burnt my face with boiling water and the skin peeled off on both sides with two huge burn marks and after my skin did restore, I started putting all kinds of bleaching products on the burn marks to get rid of the darkness from the burns and I got huge pimples that didn't go away until the end of 2016, but I was spiritually attacking some family in the past so that could be the other reason for the pimples staying until I stop.
I try to be do holy and clean and even be healthy physically too and yet the end of every month either normal acne or the enemy on purpose using his number or bad things to make me stress out and cry so my acne Can show up again. I don't like wearing makeup and I definitely want to take care of myself, all my life people had to tell me I look like a man and sounded like one. Even online and then had the nerve to tell me they didn't care if I killed myself. At schools,restaurants, and online people said I sounded like a man or looked like one and especially because of my dark skin.
I just wish my acne scars and burn mark would go away completely. I just wish I could be told I'm pretty again. I just wish I could stop having this intense fear of the enemy's number and all these other superstitious numbers I looked up online. I just wish I had a friend that could talk to me everyday and truly care. I just wish I could have a parent be there for me truly. I just wished I look like a girl again. I just wished I sounded like a girl. I just wished my church cared more about me. I just wished I didn't always have someone making me doubt life. I want to be free and happy and zealous like I was back in 2014.
This new life is horrible and I'm more of a bitter, scared and negative Christian in since 2016 and now going to 2018. I need a prayer that can change me to the happy and zealous Christian I once was back in 2014. Where life was beautiful and problems weren't strong over me. Where I had more of a strong family structure. Where the family curse can be broken permanent. Where I can have someone sent to me to encourage my Christian life like I used to have in the past. Someone to speak the real truth about the enemy using certain people to attack me and make me cry and be depressed or worse try to encourage me too kill myself like he has been doing all my life.
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am just so sick of it all of this and everything. My life literally went down into the pits since year 2016 and hardly gets any better. I went back to a house into another state and I was warned no to go back. I eventually left, but I went mentally insane there back at my grandmothers house I used to stay at.
I stayed in the house everyday and went insane from it and especially the stuff I looked up online and about superstitions and now the devil is using evil numbers against me everyday to attack me and if its not that then its the neighbors he uses at the apartment to hurt me every second.
I just want to be free from these superstitious number beliefs. I'm sick of being scared. People think its funny to purposely put certain numbers in my face everyday to see whether its a bar code a store that supports gay marriage or a license plate, I am really getting sick of it. I know there are certain sequence numbers in areas, but I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of the fear. If its not on the back of a care or evil store then it has to be on the internet. its not just a number, its a number that is trying to get me to kill myself for the last two years. I was a zealous Christian in 2014 and on fire for God, but the attacks that came against me were not this strong.
If I live around family members that don't believe in God, they literally never understand my Christian perspective and actually make me doubt in life more. I really don't need to hear no one truly cares about me or doesn't like me. If that was the case the members from my old church would have never tried to check up on me to see if I am okay and they still ask about me the state I used to live in.
I'm really tired of getting acne, I stress and pimples pop up . I didn't use to get acne until I burnt my face with boiling water and the skin peeled off on both sides with two huge burn marks and after my skin did restore, I started putting all kinds of bleaching products on the burn marks to get rid of the darkness from the burns and I got huge pimples that didn't go away until the end of 2016, but I was spiritually attacking some family in the past so that could be the other reason for the pimples staying until I stop.
I try to be do holy and clean and even be healthy physically too and yet the end of every month either normal acne or the enemy on purpose using his number or bad things to make me stress out and cry so my acne Can show up again. I don't like wearing makeup and I definitely want to take care of myself, all my life people had to tell me I look like a man and sounded like one. Even online and then had the nerve to tell me they didn't care if I killed myself. At schools,restaurants, and online people said I sounded like a man or looked like one and especially because of my dark skin.
I just wish my acne scars and burn mark would go away completely. I just wish I could be told I'm pretty again. I just wish I could stop having this intense fear of the enemy's number and all these other superstitious numbers I looked up online. I just wish I had a friend that could talk to me everyday and truly care. I just wish I could have a parent be there for me truly. I just wished I look like a girl again. I just wished I sounded like a girl. I just wished my church cared more about me. I just wished I didn't always have someone making me doubt life. I want to be free and happy and zealous like I was back in 2014.
This new life is horrible and I'm more of a bitter, scared and negative Christian in since 2016 and now going to 2018. I need a prayer that can change me to the happy and zealous Christian I once was back in 2014. Where life was beautiful and problems weren't strong over me. Where I had more of a strong family structure. Where the family curse can be broken permanent. Where I can have someone sent to me to encourage my Christian life like I used to have in the past. Someone to speak the real truth about the enemy using certain people to attack me and make me cry and be depressed or worse try to encourage me too kill myself like he has been doing all my life.
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Heavyspiritualattackedtee said:
am just so sick of it all of this and everything. My life literally went down into the pits since year 2016 and hardly gets any better. I went back to a house into another state and I was warned no to go back. I eventually left, but I went mentally insane there back at my grandmothers house I used to stay at.
I stayed in the house everyday and went insane from it and especially the stuff I looked up online and about superstitions and now the devil is using evil numbers against me everyday to attack me and if its not that then its the neighbors he uses at the apartment to hurt me every second.
I just want to be free from these superstitious number beliefs. I'm sick of being scared. People think its funny to purposely put certain numbers in my face everyday to see whether its a bar code a store that supports gay marriage or a license plate, I am really getting sick of it. I know there are certain sequence numbers in areas, but I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of the fear. If its not on the back of a care or evil store then it has to be on the internet. its not just a number, its a number that is trying to get me to kill myself for the last two years. I was a zealous Christian in 2014 and on fire for God, but the attacks that came against me were not this strong.
If I live around family members that don't believe in God, they literally never understand my Christian perspective and actually make me doubt in life more. I really don't need to hear no one truly cares about me or doesn't like me. If that was the case the members from my old church would have never tried to check up on me to see if I am okay and they still ask about me the state I used to live in.
I'm really tired of getting acne, I stress and pimples pop up . I didn't use to get acne until I burnt my face with boiling water and the skin peeled off on both sides with two huge burn marks and after my skin did restore, I started putting all kinds of bleaching products on the burn marks to get rid of the darkness from the burns and I got huge pimples that didn't go away until the end of 2016, but I was spiritually attacking some family in the past so that could be the other reason for the pimples staying until I stop.
I try to be do holy and clean and even be healthy physically too and yet the end of every month either normal acne or the enemy on purpose using his number or bad things to make me stress out and cry so my acne Can show up again. I don't like wearing makeup and I definitely want to take care of myself, all my life people had to tell me I look like a man and sounded like one. Even online and then had the nerve to tell me they didn't care if I killed myself. At schools,restaurants, and online people said I sounded like a man or looked like one and especially because of my dark skin.
I just wish my acne scars and burn mark would go away completely. I just wish I could be told I'm pretty again. I just wish I could stop having this intense fear of the enemy's number and all these other superstitious numbers I looked up online. I just wish I had a friend that could talk to me everyday and truly care. I just wish I could have a parent be there for me truly. I just wished I look like a girl again. I just wished I sounded like a girl. I just wished my church cared more about me. I just wished I didn't always have someone making me doubt life. I want to be free and happy and zealous like I was back in 2014.
This new life is horrible and I'm more of a bitter, scared and negative Christian in since 2016 and now going to 2018. I need a prayer that can change me to the happy and zealous Christian I once was back in 2014. Where life was beautiful and problems weren't strong over me. Where I had more of a strong family structure. Where the family curse can be broken permanent. Where I can have someone sent to me to encourage my Christian life like I used to have in the past. Someone to speak the real truth about the enemy using certain people to attack me and make me cry and be depressed or worse try to encourage me too kill myself like he has been doing all my life.
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am just so sick of it all of this and everything. My life literally went down into the pits since year 2016 and hardly gets any better. I went back to a house into another state and I was warned no to go back. I eventually left, but I went mentally insane there back at my grandmothers house I used to stay at.
I stayed in the house everyday and went insane from it and especially the stuff I looked up online and about superstitions and now the devil is using evil numbers against me everyday to attack me and if its not that then its the neighbors he uses at the apartment to hurt me every second.
I just want to be free from these superstitious number beliefs. I'm sick of being scared. People think its funny to purposely put certain numbers in my face everyday to see whether its a bar code a store that supports gay marriage or a license plate, I am really getting sick of it. I know there are certain sequence numbers in areas, but I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of the fear. If its not on the back of a care or evil store then it has to be on the internet. its not just a number, its a number that is trying to get me to kill myself for the last two years. I was a zealous Christian in 2014 and on fire for God, but the attacks that came against me were not this strong.
If I live around family members that don't believe in God, they literally never understand my Christian perspective and actually make me doubt in life more. I really don't need to hear no one truly cares about me or doesn't like me. If that was the case the members from my old church would have never tried to check up on me to see if I am okay and they still ask about me the state I used to live in.
I'm really tired of getting acne, I stress and pimples pop up . I didn't use to get acne until I burnt my face with boiling water and the skin peeled off on both sides with two huge burn marks and after my skin did restore, I started putting all kinds of bleaching products on the burn marks to get rid of the darkness from the burns and I got huge pimples that didn't go away until the end of 2016, but I was spiritually attacking some family in the past so that could be the other reason for the pimples staying until I stop.
I try to be do holy and clean and even be healthy physically too and yet the end of every month either normal acne or the enemy on purpose using his number or bad things to make me stress out and cry so my acne Can show up again. I don't like wearing makeup and I definitely want to take care of myself, all my life people had to tell me I look like a man and sounded like one. Even online and then had the nerve to tell me they didn't care if I killed myself. At schools,restaurants, and online people said I sounded like a man or looked like one and especially because of my dark skin.
I just wish my acne scars and burn mark would go away completely. I just wish I could be told I'm pretty again. I just wish I could stop having this intense fear of the enemy's number and all these other superstitious numbers I looked up online. I just wish I had a friend that could talk to me everyday and truly care. I just wish I could have a parent be there for me truly. I just wished I look like a girl again. I just wished I sounded like a girl. I just wished my church cared more about me. I just wished I didn't always have someone making me doubt life. I want to be free and happy and zealous like I was back in 2014.
This new life is horrible and I'm more of a bitter, scared and negative Christian in since 2016 and now going to 2018. I need a prayer that can change me to the happy and zealous Christian I once was back in 2014. Where life was beautiful and problems weren't strong over me. Where I had more of a strong family structure. Where the family curse can be broken permanent. Where I can have someone sent to me to encourage my Christian life like I used to have in the past. Someone to speak the real truth about the enemy using certain people to attack me and make me cry and be depressed or worse try to encourage me too kill myself like he has been doing all my life.
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My heart truly goes out to you and I have prayed for you...I can not even pretend to understand what you are going through, but I do know that God knows where you are right now, and He hears the prayers of His children ...
Jesus said this in Matthew 11:28-30 [FONT="] “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”...
May you find comfort in our LORD and Saviour, do not look up online no more of these things that are causing you grief [/FONT]...You need to be still before God and let Him heal you, if you keep listening to other voices from people, you will not be hearing God...This is serious, so please step back, let go and let God do what only God can do...
As Paul said " Let the peace of God our Father and our LORD Jesus Christ be with you...xox...
...Jesus said this in Matthew 11:28-30 [FONT="] “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”...
May you find comfort in our LORD and Saviour, do not look up online no more of these things that are causing you grief [/FONT]
...You need to be still before God and let Him heal you, if you keep listening to other voices from people, you will not be hearing God...This is serious, so please step back, let go and let God do what only God can do...As Paul said " Let the peace of God our Father and our LORD Jesus Christ be with you...xox...
Thank you, M..
To the OP, now that I can finally read this, here are a few novel suggestions that you might want to do.. First of all, stop dabbling with the superstitions and occult stuff. Second, stop using bleach products on your skin to get rid of your acne. That isn't going to achieve anything except burning you. Go to a skin doctor and see what they recommend.
Thirdly, you need to stop being so afraid and paranoid of every little thing. Get your mind off numerology and into the bible. There are an awful lot of "I I I" in your post. So WHERE IS GOD IN ALL THIS? Stop making it about you, and about the enemy, and make it about GOD!!!!
There is no such thing as a family curse.. YOU are making your own fear and the enemy is feeding off of it..
To the OP, now that I can finally read this, here are a few novel suggestions that you might want to do.. First of all, stop dabbling with the superstitions and occult stuff. Second, stop using bleach products on your skin to get rid of your acne. That isn't going to achieve anything except burning you. Go to a skin doctor and see what they recommend.
Thirdly, you need to stop being so afraid and paranoid of every little thing. Get your mind off numerology and into the bible. There are an awful lot of "I I I" in your post. So WHERE IS GOD IN ALL THIS? Stop making it about you, and about the enemy, and make it about GOD!!!!
There is no such thing as a family curse.. YOU are making your own fear and the enemy is feeding off of it..
Heavyspiritualattackedtee said:
am just so sick of it all of this and everything. My life literally went down into the pits since year 2016 and hardly gets any better. I went back to a house into another state and I was warned no to go back. I eventually left, but I went mentally insane there back at my grandmothers house I used to stay at.
I stayed in the house everyday and went insane from it and especially the stuff I looked up online and about superstitions and now the devil is using evil numbers against me everyday to attack me and if its not that then its the neighbors he uses at the apartment to hurt me every second.
I just want to be free from these superstitious number beliefs. I'm sick of being scared. People think its funny to purposely put certain numbers in my face everyday to see whether its a bar code a store that supports gay marriage or a license plate, I am really getting sick of it. I know there are certain sequence numbers in areas, but I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of the fear. If its not on the back of a care or evil store then it has to be on the internet. its not just a number, its a number that is trying to get me to kill myself for the last two years. I was a zealous Christian in 2014 and on fire for God, but the attacks that came against me were not this strong.
If I live around family members that don't believe in God, they literally never understand my Christian perspective and actually make me doubt in life more. I really don't need to hear no one truly cares about me or doesn't like me. If that was the case the members from my old church would have never tried to check up on me to see if I am okay and they still ask about me the state I used to live in.
I'm really tired of getting acne, I stress and pimples pop up . I didn't use to get acne until I burnt my face with boiling water and the skin peeled off on both sides with two huge burn marks and after my skin did restore, I started putting all kinds of bleaching products on the burn marks to get rid of the darkness from the burns and I got huge pimples that didn't go away until the end of 2016, but I was spiritually attacking some family in the past so that could be the other reason for the pimples staying until I stop.
I try to be do holy and clean and even be healthy physically too and yet the end of every month either normal acne or the enemy on purpose using his number or bad things to make me stress out and cry so my acne Can show up again. I don't like wearing makeup and I definitely want to take care of myself, all my life people had to tell me I look like a man and sounded like one. Even online and then had the nerve to tell me they didn't care if I killed myself. At schools,restaurants, and online people said I sounded like a man or looked like one and especially because of my dark skin.
I just wish my acne scars and burn mark would go away completely. I just wish I could be told I'm pretty again. I just wish I could stop having this intense fear of the enemy's number and all these other superstitious numbers I looked up online. I just wish I had a friend that could talk to me everyday and truly care. I just wish I could have a parent be there for me truly. I just wished I look like a girl again. I just wished I sounded like a girl. I just wished my church cared more about me. I just wished I didn't always have someone making me doubt life. I want to be free and happy and zealous like I was back in 2014.
This new life is horrible and I'm more of a bitter, scared and negative Christian in since 2016 and now going to 2018. I need a prayer that can change me to the happy and zealous Christian I once was back in 2014. Where life was beautiful and problems weren't strong over me. Where I had more of a strong family structure. Where the family curse can be broken permanent. Where I can have someone sent to me to encourage my Christian life like I used to have in the past. Someone to speak the real truth about the enemy using certain people to attack me and make me cry and be depressed or worse try to encourage me too kill myself like he has been doing all my life.
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am just so sick of it all of this and everything. My life literally went down into the pits since year 2016 and hardly gets any better. I went back to a house into another state and I was warned no to go back. I eventually left, but I went mentally insane there back at my grandmothers house I used to stay at.
I stayed in the house everyday and went insane from it and especially the stuff I looked up online and about superstitions and now the devil is using evil numbers against me everyday to attack me and if its not that then its the neighbors he uses at the apartment to hurt me every second.
I just want to be free from these superstitious number beliefs. I'm sick of being scared. People think its funny to purposely put certain numbers in my face everyday to see whether its a bar code a store that supports gay marriage or a license plate, I am really getting sick of it. I know there are certain sequence numbers in areas, but I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of the fear. If its not on the back of a care or evil store then it has to be on the internet. its not just a number, its a number that is trying to get me to kill myself for the last two years. I was a zealous Christian in 2014 and on fire for God, but the attacks that came against me were not this strong.
If I live around family members that don't believe in God, they literally never understand my Christian perspective and actually make me doubt in life more. I really don't need to hear no one truly cares about me or doesn't like me. If that was the case the members from my old church would have never tried to check up on me to see if I am okay and they still ask about me the state I used to live in.
I'm really tired of getting acne, I stress and pimples pop up . I didn't use to get acne until I burnt my face with boiling water and the skin peeled off on both sides with two huge burn marks and after my skin did restore, I started putting all kinds of bleaching products on the burn marks to get rid of the darkness from the burns and I got huge pimples that didn't go away until the end of 2016, but I was spiritually attacking some family in the past so that could be the other reason for the pimples staying until I stop.
I try to be do holy and clean and even be healthy physically too and yet the end of every month either normal acne or the enemy on purpose using his number or bad things to make me stress out and cry so my acne Can show up again. I don't like wearing makeup and I definitely want to take care of myself, all my life people had to tell me I look like a man and sounded like one. Even online and then had the nerve to tell me they didn't care if I killed myself. At schools,restaurants, and online people said I sounded like a man or looked like one and especially because of my dark skin.
I just wish my acne scars and burn mark would go away completely. I just wish I could be told I'm pretty again. I just wish I could stop having this intense fear of the enemy's number and all these other superstitious numbers I looked up online. I just wish I had a friend that could talk to me everyday and truly care. I just wish I could have a parent be there for me truly. I just wished I look like a girl again. I just wished I sounded like a girl. I just wished my church cared more about me. I just wished I didn't always have someone making me doubt life. I want to be free and happy and zealous like I was back in 2014.
This new life is horrible and I'm more of a bitter, scared and negative Christian in since 2016 and now going to 2018. I need a prayer that can change me to the happy and zealous Christian I once was back in 2014. Where life was beautiful and problems weren't strong over me. Where I had more of a strong family structure. Where the family curse can be broken permanent. Where I can have someone sent to me to encourage my Christian life like I used to have in the past. Someone to speak the real truth about the enemy using certain people to attack me and make me cry and be depressed or worse try to encourage me too kill myself like he has been doing all my life.
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The people that are telling you that they don't care if you kill yourself or say you are not pretty etc, those are people who you should not talk to or be around. They are not friends. Your life is precious and valuable. Anyone who says otherwise you should cut off ties to that person completely. If you are even thinking about commiting suicide, call 911 or suicide hotline.
With the people making fun of you by putting numbers in your face to scare you, you can tell them you don't like it and to stop and if they don't stop, cut off communication with them. It is not worth talking to people who will just make fun of you and not stop when you ask.
The concern and anxiety you are experiencing over numbers sounds like a symptom of OCD. I would encourage you to look into it. Also I encourage you to seek counseling from a good therapist. Get around people who will love and care about you. No number is evil in itself and numbers don't have ability to hurt you. Practice looking at the numbers that bother you. You can also touch the number or write it over a bunch or say the number out loud. The more you expose yourself to the fear of numbers, the less fear you will have. Avoiding numbers will only keep you afraid. It may be difficult and very anxiety provoking at first but keep practicing. Take it one small step at a time.
I will pray for you. You can message me if you like.
With the people making fun of you by putting numbers in your face to scare you, you can tell them you don't like it and to stop and if they don't stop, cut off communication with them. It is not worth talking to people who will just make fun of you and not stop when you ask.
The concern and anxiety you are experiencing over numbers sounds like a symptom of OCD. I would encourage you to look into it. Also I encourage you to seek counseling from a good therapist. Get around people who will love and care about you. No number is evil in itself and numbers don't have ability to hurt you. Practice looking at the numbers that bother you. You can also touch the number or write it over a bunch or say the number out loud. The more you expose yourself to the fear of numbers, the less fear you will have. Avoiding numbers will only keep you afraid. It may be difficult and very anxiety provoking at first but keep practicing. Take it one small step at a time.
I will pray for you. You can message me if you like.
