Depressed and want to die

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umzza

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I have been feeling very depressed lately. I don't want to do anything. My best comfort is to listen to Blue by Eiffel 65 over and over. I feel like my heart has been blown up into a million pieces so there's nothing there now and it is over something that is so insignificant but is very significant to me that I cannot get over the disapointment and discouragement. I want very much to die to go to heaven. I don't matter to most people. I feel very depressed and sad.
 

blue_ladybug

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Read my depression and suicide threads. Follow the instructions in my signature. :)

And Happy Valentine's Day! :)

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Tommy379

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I have been feeling very depressed lately. I don't want to do anything. My best comfort is to listen to Blue by Eiffel 65 over and over. I feel like my heart has been blown up into a million pieces so there's nothing there now and it is over something that is so insignificant but is very significant to me that I cannot get over the disapointment and discouragement. I want very much to die to go to heaven. I don't matter to most people. I feel very depressed and sad.
The 14th of February can do that. Wal Mart is going to have some awesome sales tomorrow on candy. 5 aisles atleast. That's something to look forward to.
 

Lighthearted

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I have been feeling very depressed lately. I don't want to do anything. My best comfort is to listen to Blue by Eiffel 65 over and over. I feel like my heart has been blown up into a million pieces so there's nothing there now and it is over something that is so insignificant but is very significant to me that I cannot get over the disapointment and discouragement. I want very much to die to go to heaven. I don't matter to most people. I feel very depressed and sad.
I wonder if any one who hasn't felt that way is normal...

Here's the thing though...Jesus is all you need...seek Him and let Him draw you near. He will give you all the peace and comfort you need.

FYI...things do get better...you're young. Life is full of ups and downs...that's how God teaches us to grow. You can't dwell on the down...give yourself a set grieving period...no more than the situation deserves...don't get stuck...move forward stronger and wiser!
 

levi85

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Lord bless umzza, with your peace, joy and hope in life. Bring out of depression and bless to live a worthy life for you and glorify your name. We pray together , let you have your grace upon umzza and let umzza be free from suicidal thoughts and depression. In Jesus Holy name, Amen!
 
Jan 25, 2018
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I have been feeling very depressed lately. I don't want to do anything. My best comfort is to listen to Blue by Eiffel 65 over and over. I feel like my heart has been blown up into a million pieces so there's nothing there now and it is over something that is so insignificant but is very significant to me that I cannot get over the disapointment and discouragement. I want very much to die to go to heaven. I don't matter to most people. I feel very depressed and sad.
I remember feeling pain like this 24hrs a day.
And you know where the pain come from, disappointment, needs not met, and analysing too
much. It is why people who think too much rather than enjoying the moment, suffer the most.
Emotions and sadness are just that, part of the puzzel of life but do not define it.

Jesus came to the most difficult place on earth and died, to say, He feels our pain, He knows
our loneliness and despair and says I can help you. When God comes calling like this we need
to listen and feel what He is saying. Peace, love, grace, victory, healing, restoration, forgiveness,
life. In the darkest places His grace can go, when all abandon us, like the disciples did when He
was at His biggest trial, still love brings us through.

I used to see sadness in everything, and defeat where these was actually life, until Jesus started
to show me, His ways bring life, His word brings healing, His hope, lifts us from death into life itself.
So I encourage you to see new beginnings, new love and new insight.

May the Lord meet you in your pain, so you can share His despair when we left Him, yet He came
to show us He hurts as well and can bear it for us. Grace and peace to you in Jesus's name, Amen
 

Waggles

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You are so so vulnerable to the enemy right now.
And he is a murderer.

You need Jesus - in prayer call out to him
Read the word read your Bible
Your joy is in the hope and promises of Jesus
the renewing of your mind

Play gospel music
pray for the love of God to touch you

Please don't die. Jesus is about life.
 
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finaldesire

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I have been feeling very depressed lately. I don't want to do anything. My best comfort is to listen to Blue by Eiffel 65 over and over. I feel like my heart has been blown up into a million pieces so there's nothing there now and it is over something that is so insignificant but is very significant to me that I cannot get over the disapointment and discouragement. I want very much to die to go to heaven. I don't matter to most people. I feel very depressed and sad.
Isaiah 43:18 (NIV)
18 “Forget the former things;
do not dwell on the past.
 
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AuntieAnt

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I have been feeling very depressed lately. I don't want to do anything. My best comfort is to listen to Blue by Eiffel 65 over and over. I feel like my heart has been blown up into a million pieces so there's nothing there now and it is over something that is so insignificant but is very significant to me that I cannot get over the disapointment and discouragement. I want very much to die to go to heaven. I don't matter to most people. I feel very depressed and sad.
I'm sorry, dear that you're so sad. You're not alone. Most everyone goes through low periods in their life. Please take the time to call or text one of these places which offer help ASAP. We'll be praying for you! :::hugs:::

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org

https://www.crisistextline.org/

http://crisiscallcenter.org/crisisservices-html/

And for anyone else struggling with depression, here are crisis hotlines from around the world.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines
 
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finaldesire

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I have been feeling very depressed lately. I don't want to do anything. My best comfort is to listen to Blue by Eiffel 65 over and over. I feel like my heart has been blown up into a million pieces so there's nothing there now and it is over something that is so insignificant but is very significant to me that I cannot get over the disapointment and discouragement. I want very much to die to go to heaven. I don't matter to most people. I feel very depressed and sad.
I would like to visit this thread a second time. Sometimes I too desire to leave this place, but you know what keeps me going. Finding Gods rest within the whirlwind, and learning how to gain that love that Gods apostles walked in.
 
Jan 28, 2018
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Living on earth can be so hard. I don't know your personal experience but I have to say, don't give up! Things can change. I am sure that God has wonderful plans for you. For help, I might listen to a pastor I enjoy. Also, I just pray and let it all out to God, He can take it when others can't and getting it all out to Him can help. It something I try to daily even if I am not feeling too bad. Then I read the Bible and ask for its meaning. I usually find myself feeling better. If this isn't enough, maybe talking to another person like a trusted pastor or a counselor can help. Asking for prayer is great too. I am praying for you! I hope you feel better.
 
Jan 25, 2017
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I have been feeling very depressed lately. I don't want to do anything. My best comfort is to listen to Blue by Eiffel 65 over and over. I feel like my heart has been blown up into a million pieces so there's nothing there now and it is over something that is so insignificant but is very significant to me that I cannot get over the disapointment and discouragement. I want very much to die to go to heaven. I don't matter to most people. I feel very depressed and sad.
Hi Umzza,
I’m so sorry that you are going through this emotions. I hope you will have your joy back knowing this season is not forever, this too shall pass so please don’t lose hope. Whenever I’m sad, I listen to praise songs and inspirational messages, these are all effective in uplifting my mood. I hope it will work for you too.

I pray that the peace of God will be upon you, peace that surpasses all understanding as you go through this season. I pray that you will trust Him and surrender all your pains to Him. God cares for you so tell all your concerns to Him.

I hope you will feel better soon. Update us, thank you for sharing. God bless.
 

danja

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Sister you are not alone .You will be in my prayers .We love you .God loves you too and he wants you to live
 
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I've been there. I was so bad one year that I got dunk and started popping sleeping pills. I kept thinking that hell would be better than the pain I was experiencing. I didnt die, praise Jesus! The pain will pass. Keep fighting! It's not over! Keep reaching out! Surround yourself with people. Don't give up!