About 3-1/2 weeks ago my husband came home from work on a Friday and by Saturday night he was sick with the flu. My 3 yr old son followed 2 days later with it and then my 20mth old daughter 2 days after that. Needless to say, it was rough and took a toll on me. Everyone is well now by the Grace of God. I prayed and prayed for strength to get through, as I slept on floors next to their cribs and kept up with the fever reducers, etc. And we made it through. My family is pretty much very healthy normally and have great immune systems. I am just so freaked out by the flu this season that has been going around in the US. I know the news discusses it alot more than in past years and it is really scaring people and as in every year, reporting pediatric deaths. Rightfully so but still... All I do is cry and I pray constantly to the Lord for strength just to emotionally get past being sooo scared. I don't want to leave the house, take the kids anywhere or even have their babysitter (who is my SIL) come to my house. And I know better, it's going to get in one way or another, my husband brought it home. Don't get me wrong, I know kids are going to get sick, we all do. I'm just having a really hard time with the flu virus going around this year. And we didn't get vaccinations. We definitely will this coming season. I am just praying that this constant fear goes away and that my family and I can get back to living and going to Church and seeing family. My BIL stopped by earlier and told me my other SIL had the flu 2 weeks ago so now I'm freaking out again, wiping the kids down and everything and he wasn't even sick. I can say though that through this I grew so much closer to the Lord and I know there is a reason for everything. I am so grateful to be closer to him and he opened my eyes to so many things over the past few weeks as far as my personal self goes, I am so blessed.