This separation is so hard. I’m trying to love her through whatever happens. My mind and emotions are everywhere. I get happy and think and believe things are going to work out, only to get shot down. I apologize and apologize. She won’t talk about us. She says she wants a divorce and acts like it doesn’t bother her. It hurts, it’s frustrating. when I let go I’m fine. But then I’m continually drawn back to her by something. I know everything is not my fault.