I am praying for you to feel as though you fit in and are accepted. Although it only matters that we fit in with God and feel accepted by Him, I cannot help but envision you in a support group to other people who experience the same feelings as you are going through. Maybe someone out there needs someone like you who can talk openly about what they are experiencing and see how similar we all are. We all have great things about us and some negative things about us. Yet, we are all perfect in Christ. Blessings and enjoy your weekend!