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I am in pain again and am seeking your prayers for healing and encouragement. I knew this day would come and but knowing it would come has not stopped me from being very discouraged.
It is such a complicated story I just cannot go into it here, but to make it short, if I do nothing about the pain, it will just become worse until it is unbearable. If I go in to take care of it, I could risk unbearable pain for weeks, and possible permanent nerve damage which could make it difficult or impossible for me to talk or eat normally - which of course also means I could not pray.
I could lose my job since I was out earlier this year. Meantime, since I cannot fix the problem quickly, I will either have to work while in great pain (and probably without much sleep) or stay home and risk getting fired.
This happens right in the middle of contract negotiations with vendors that only I can do at work. I must have the ability to talk and we have another whole month before these negotiations will end.
I cannot tell you the fear and dread I have. I am tired. This situation in my body has gone on now for almost three years off and on. And in the last six months, I was simply waiting for the day when the pain would return. It has been hard to plan anything, to go out of town, to look forward to summer, not knowing when the pain would finally surface again.
This effects my husband greatly. He barely made it out of my last health crisis. It effects my grandkids that I take care of every weekend.
At any rate, please remember me in prayer again. The kind Christians in CC prayed for me in January, Feb, and March of this year and helped me thru a difficult time.
God Bless you all,
Legal
It is such a complicated story I just cannot go into it here, but to make it short, if I do nothing about the pain, it will just become worse until it is unbearable. If I go in to take care of it, I could risk unbearable pain for weeks, and possible permanent nerve damage which could make it difficult or impossible for me to talk or eat normally - which of course also means I could not pray.
I could lose my job since I was out earlier this year. Meantime, since I cannot fix the problem quickly, I will either have to work while in great pain (and probably without much sleep) or stay home and risk getting fired.
This happens right in the middle of contract negotiations with vendors that only I can do at work. I must have the ability to talk and we have another whole month before these negotiations will end.
I cannot tell you the fear and dread I have. I am tired. This situation in my body has gone on now for almost three years off and on. And in the last six months, I was simply waiting for the day when the pain would return. It has been hard to plan anything, to go out of town, to look forward to summer, not knowing when the pain would finally surface again.
This effects my husband greatly. He barely made it out of my last health crisis. It effects my grandkids that I take care of every weekend.
At any rate, please remember me in prayer again. The kind Christians in CC prayed for me in January, Feb, and March of this year and helped me thru a difficult time.
God Bless you all,
Legal
