
August 7th, 2010
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Dreams, Desires and Prayers to be Fulfilled
When it comes to dreams, you could say now that I'm a big dreamer and want to have those things I desire in my life. My desire for a husband that is in my (ex)boyfriend, the desire of having one or two cute kittens to care for, the desire for my mom to stop smoking and my dad to get healthy again, the desire to go to Japan and even have a summer home there, the desire to graduate, the desire to gain weight. . . All those things I desire and dream for so not only I will be happy but for the people I truly care about. And my dreams are still living on strong and I'm never letting them go until I die and leave this world, this I have vowed to myself.
The dreams/desires I am praying and believing to become true 100-fold and then some are as follows:
-Mom to stop smoking
-Dad to be completely healthy from all health problems
-(Ex)boyfriend and I to reunite our relationship and eventually turn it into marriage like in the dream I had on August 3rd. (Get this: August 3rd was my ex's birthday. I prayed to God to give me a sign that this prayer I'm praying for was not in vain. I ended up dreaming I was getting MARRIED to my exboyfriend. Sign anyone???)
-Graduate college
-Get a kitten or two
-To go to Japan (and hopefully get a summer home there)
-Gain weight (muscle) (I want to gain 35 pounds at least to be a healthy 125; I am 85 lbs., and have muscle tone as well)
-For all of us (mom, dad, myself, and (ex)boyfriend and perhaps the kittens) to be one big happy and healthy family and be together as in-laws, husbands and wives and family.
More dreams MIGHT be on the way, but they could be very little dreams, as these are THE main dreams I hold very dear in my life.
Please continue to pray for me to keep on living large (through my dreams) and for my desires to be fulfilled 100-fold and something extra. I know these dreams and desires that are in me are from God because they are not for selfish reasons or worldly desires, but to bring together the people I really, really care about back together again through love and nothing else. And when they're happy with each other, I can rest and be happy as well, knowing these dreams can and will become reality, in Jesus name. Amen.
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