Thankyou everybody for your prayers, Im sticking by my fiance and not giving in to his anxiety, because I Love him so much; I really want us to be blessed by God, Rod has alot of ways in which I would see more calmer. I think Rod and I have been through alot, and when the times right we want to marry.I also continue to pray that we get settled somewhere, I want to make a go of living where we are, but tod worries about the big family living next door. they can be abit loud with windows open etc. I sense things are going to change with Gods help. I know we are living together and I know Gods plan is for us to get married. Sometimes I worry alot becasue of my illness. Amen I have become bolder I think with my walk with God.