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Brothers & Sisters in Christ I ask of you that if willing you would pray for me. I've been having a problem at college amongst my classmates. You see I turned Christian sort of mid-way through the course. So I had already created some what an expectation to live up to, I was always cracking inappropriate jokes, ridiculing other people, basically the class clown and generally not a nice person. But now that I've turned Christian I find it difficult to stop being that person around them, I know I no longer have to fit expectations of other people, but instead should strive to fit God's expectations. But when your still in the class with them, and they still act and speak in a way that you used to, it's hard not to get caught up in it sometimes, you know? Don't get me wrong, I'm definitely not as bad as I was, but I still feel I overstep the line. I come under conviction of the holy spirit for these things but it's like the words keep pouring out. And I feel so filthy cause it's like I'm leading a double life, cause out of college I'm not like that at all. Thank you in advance, Godbless.