Brothers & Sisters in Christ I ask of you that if willing you would pray for me. I've been having a problem at college amongst my classmates. You see I turned Christian sort of mid-way through the course. So I had already created some what an expectation to live up to, I was always cracking inappropriate jokes, ridiculing other people, basically the class clown and generally not a nice person. But now that I've turned Christian I find it difficult to stop being that person around them, I know I no longer have to fit expectations of other people, but instead should strive to fit God's expectations. But when your still in the class with them, and they still act and speak in a way that you used to, it's hard not to get caught up in it sometimes, you know? Don't get me wrong, I'm definitely not as bad as I was, but I still feel I overstep the line. I come under conviction of the holy spirit for these things but it's like the words keep pouring out. And I feel so filthy cause it's like I'm leading a double life, cause out of college I'm not like that at all. Thank you in advance, Godbless.

Will definitely be praying for you . Im going through the same thing...it's like Im steady then fall on the ice lol, but dont worry...i found these verses kinda helpful..
1 peter 4:4-5..
ephesians 6:10-17

xx

Thank you, those verses helped x

Im praying for you that Jesus will keep you constant attention.
Everyone has to learn again how to live in Jesus, give Jesus the concern, and know it is His healing and His timing.
God bless.
pickles

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It is in our weakness that God's power is made perfect!

hey same here! XD listen I kno its hard to go back and "fix" things such as lies and wrong deeds, but all I can say is that if you do try God will see ur sincerity and good things will happen (I know exactly what you mean)

Hey there. I struggle with the same thing sometimes but 1 thing that I know is that Jesus is there and He will strengthen you. All you need to do is give Him the chance and kill the anxiety of what others will say cause it makes you sometimes do things to want to please and show them you are not against them. be set apart so that you be an example to them

Hey thanks to all .. I did better yesterday but I feel I sort of let myself down more today again. I do so well spiritually out of college then it all seems to go out the window when I'm in class, I guess it's something I'll need to keep dealing with and seeking the Lord in.

Dear brother, it is difficult being a Christian in todays world. It has never been easy as far as I can remember history.

As far as past and even present behavior, remember a Roman soldier named Paul? Anyway, his job was to go out and kill as many Christians as possible. He did this with great gusto! Did God send him to hell, or even kill him? No, Jesus made him one of His most trusted apostles. I bet around the campfire some nights, Paul would slip back after having a bit too much wine and say some not too complimentary words about Christians (in Jesus presence). Did Jesus cut him off, NO!!! I don't think you have anything to worry about, do your best, ask forgiveness (get a Jesus T-shirt) ,
and try to do what He asks of you!

I pray our Lord pours out His richest blessings upon you, in Jesus name, Amen.

Love in Jesus Christ
bro Gary