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I feel so worthless and that the world would be better off without me. I just can't seem to find any real friends at all, Ive lost my sister, she never talks to me anymore, anything she says is either a reply to something I've said through gritted teeth or something to bash me. I don't even know if my dad loves me or cares about me. According to my teacher I will never make it as a professional dancer. I also never hear from God...I know this is my fault....I struggle to read the Bible...partly cos I don't understand it...and sometimes I don't feel like praying...but I don't know whether this is down to my trust and faith in God because I don't hear from him...I just don't understand at all.
I really don't know what's going on, but everything in my life seems to be going downhill right now, no matter how hard I try nothing seems to go right. I haven't felt like I've had real friends for about 7 or 8 years now. What do I do? I just feel like the most worthless person on this earth right now :S I am so confused!
I really don't know what's going on, but everything in my life seems to be going downhill right now, no matter how hard I try nothing seems to go right. I haven't felt like I've had real friends for about 7 or 8 years now. What do I do? I just feel like the most worthless person on this earth right now :S I am so confused!