PLEASE PRAY FOR ME

I had a dog, his name was Andy. I loved him like he was my own child. We played ball, went for walkes, i talked to him when i was upset, and he would sit there, and look at me like he knew what i was talking about. I even sang to him. He was truely my best friend. Last March, he got in a fight with our neighbor's dog's. My husband went out to break up the fight, he grabed my dog by the collar, and andy turned on him. He tore my husband's sock off. fortunatly my husband has a fake leg, andy could have bit him. So anyway my husband got Andy in the finced in area he stayed in,and called the animal shelter. I was at work, and he called me and told me what happened. When he called the animal shelter, they came and took Andy away. My husband said Andy tried to bite the officer also, and broke the stick thing they put around a dog's neck. so they had to use two stick things. And they took my neighbor's dog too, she was like Andy's girl friend. The other two dogs he got in a fight with are still here. The animal shelter put Andy and his girlfriend down. I didn't even get to say good-by. I think my husband hated my dog, he was always talking about getting rid of him. And then in May of last year i lost my brother in law. He had a stroke in March, and suffered 3 months, until he died on friday May 23rd. My oldest sister had cancer for 2 years. She died the sunday after my brother in law died. So we had 2 furnarels in 1 week last year. Then in June my husband got sick and had to go to the hospital. He has Congestive Heart Failure, The doctors gave him all kinds of test, and told him he has one year to live. He is sick now, he coughs all the time, which means he is getting fluid around his heart again. I am worried about him. I love him so much, but he gets really mean with his mouth. I guess it's because he doesn't feel good. So through all this i have an overwelming sadness. I miss Andy every day, and althought my sister, and brother in law were not really close to me i miss then to. Oh yeah, my other brother in law, who was married to my sister who died, has married my sister who lost her husband last year. It's none of my business, i hope their happy, but it's still hard to handle. I try not to think about it. But everyday i cry, i don't understand what is wrong with me. I am really blessed. I have a job, a car, a place to sleep, food to eat, why am i so sad? please pray that God will heal me of being so sad. I feel like im all alone.


Thank You
JACKARENO2009

Hi Jackareno

You've suffered alot of loss and grief so its completely normal to be sad and crying. My heart goes out to you, I can't imagine how tough it must be for you to deal with everything you've been through.

All I can offer is that God has a plan for everything. I will pray for you.


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YOUR HUSBAND IS WRONG!!! animals are innocent and made by GOD! why did the animal shelter put the dog down???? this is wrong!!! they by LAW must contact owner - YOU first!!!! shame on your husband!! animals can not talk or explain what is going on and if you try to break up a fight then you might just get bit!! even so this was NO resaon to call the animal shelter on the poor dog!!! you should not only file charges against the animal shelter for not contacting you first before killing the poor dog but you should also ask your husband if he told them he was the owner? i truly believe the more innocent the person or animal then the more care and patient one MUST be!!!! to kill an animal for doing what is natural????? your husband and the animal shelter is wrong! again the animal shelter should have contacted you FIRST - then you could have saved the poor dog from being killed! i believe that your husband needs to think about what he did and about that poor dog being killed because of him!

it does sound as though you've been through an awful lot, but perhaps you're also experiencing medical issues such as menopause (your age is 45?); and as for those you've loved and lost? the great news is that you'll see them again someday, without the illnesses that took them from you. God bless!

Hi Jackareno, I am sorry to hear what you have gone through. But I got good news for you............God cares and He sees. He the Holy One of Israel never sleeps nor closed His ears to our cries. God loves you, you are not alone. He is your Refuge, Rock and Strength. Lean on Him, for He is dependable. He is able, yes, He is able to carry you through. I can tell you this, because God has proven Himself very faithful to me and to all around me, He will never dissapoint us. Trust in Him with all your heart. You are not alone. Jesus is with you. Holy Spirit is with you. When you feel alone, know that God is with you, just call out to Him. He loves you, you are His precious one.

I will keep you in prayer. Jesus loves you. Be strong and be of good courage. God bless you.