I have posted a previous prayer request for a financial problem and am so thankful for any of you that might have prayed. I am here again asking for prayer. At this very moment I feel like I am going to just cave in/fall apart/lose it, and I think i'm starting to panic about the things that are going on in my life. Just when I think I have a few things figured out about my financial/living situation...another thing pops up that is working against me. There is not only financial stuff going on but other things that have my heart hurting so bad and i'm not dealing with it very well and at times feeling so distraught. All I want to do is sleep to not think about everything. But I know I have to face the challenges in my life. This site is pretty much all I have for prayer/fellowship/friendship. I am so thankful for this place and I always pray for this site and everyone on it. I know so many people are going through hard times right now...and that things could probably be so much worse in my life, but it is what it is at this moment and it's just about more than I can take. My hope and faith need to be strengthend or something...I don't know...all I know is that I am a horrible mess right now, and just like anyone else, I want to feel peace, joy and happiness in my life. Anyway thank you for taking the time to read this...