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I would like to ask everyone to please pray for me. I have been dealing with the death of my baby brother for the last 5 months. It was a very unexpected, matter of fact we still don't know what happend(waiting for autopsy and toxicology reports). I was VERY close to him we were only 2yrs. apart. He was such a beautiful person, he had the greates smile, it would light a room. He made everyone laugh! I miss him terribley! My heart is so broken! His death has affected me in many ways, but the worst is what the enemy is using to attack me with now. I have been dealing with some depression, as a result my attendace at church, time in the word, my devotional, and in prayer and worship is really lacking. I feel like i have truely failed my Lord and Savior. Instead of pressing through,fighting the good fight of faith i have become weak. I DO NOT WANT TO SERVE THE LORD HALF HEARTEDLY!!! The enemy is telling me (how could you go bakc to church now,are you not ashamed) iam embarresed, i keep telling myself it does'nt matter what people think only what JESUS thinks, they dont know my heart JESUS does though. I go to server Jesus, not man. I also believe my walk is a testimony to my faith, i want to be the FAITHFUL SERVANT like i was before my brother died. Please pray for a revival in my spirit. Ask the Lord to please give me a peace over my precious brother.I WANT MY FIRE BACK!!! My fire for JESUS! Restore my soul Lord, give me strength, fill me with joy and songs of praise in JESUS name! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME AND MY PEACE OF MIND. Pray that im able to lay all of this down, give it all to him,My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
GodBless,
Sisterinchrist
GodBless,
Sisterinchrist