yes my marriage is basically over, my husband is waiting on an apartment . he says he can't take it anymore , he's not going to change and doesn't want to change, he is who he is. last night i was so angry and hurt that i broke a glass vase and actually picked up a coffee table and threw it into the wall breaking it. i have never felt that kind of anger and i don't like confrontation i would have never thought in a million years that i would feel that kind of anger. i've done everything i could to be a good wife and mother and look where its gotten me. he says i'm a good wife , he's just a bad husband and that he's not the man i was supposed to marry. he says there is a man in the church that i go to thats meant for me. this is very hard for me we have been together over 20 years, i feel numb, scared,anger, lost, saddened, not wanted, shocked, vexed,abandoned, unpretty, old, used up, non important , just a waste and i can't control whats going on. i really need all the prayers that are out there. i feel like i'm up against the devil alone and he's winning and is happy.
*i don't know what to do