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One: I felt for a while that I needed to write my husband a letter. There's a lot to the story, but suffice it to say hes been abusive and manipulative, and has been in the hospital for 4 months. I needed to write this letter because he wont head me out any other way, and in order to move on i need to know all the cards are on the table. Its a letter Of compassion. I honestly feel like if he just can't bear to be with me then it's ok if thats what he thinks will make him better. I Just need him to make a final choice to try or not to try. Ive been dealing with this drama for over a year now and i dont deserve to be belittled and threatened with divorce every time hes presented with what he considers a challenge.
(I sent a letter to my dad yesterday. He is not safe and I told him I wont talk to him until he starts to admit what he did to my brother, sister, and Me.)
Two: I have a medical condition which requires me to be on a special diet which ive rebelled against for years. I started it this year and its making me sick. I cant eat much so i wake up hungry at night, and im weak and tired all the time. I run off adrenaline. Its all I have.
(I sent a letter to my dad yesterday. He is not safe and I told him I wont talk to him until he starts to admit what he did to my brother, sister, and Me.)
Two: I have a medical condition which requires me to be on a special diet which ive rebelled against for years. I started it this year and its making me sick. I cant eat much so i wake up hungry at night, and im weak and tired all the time. I run off adrenaline. Its all I have.