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I have been feeling weak. The sense of? Generally to temptation, but more of trying to force a gray area of God when really: either you're for God or not.
I have been feeling it more reasons for those temptations to be wrong.
the things that I used to feel they were ok are starting to feel wrong to me now, and they are wrong. The friends I have now make me realize that they are not making me any closer to God and don't really plan uncomfortable to get closer because they feel as if he is boring especially the bible. The people that I know that are into God are nice but yet make me feel as if I'm completely dirty because sometimes I feel as if I'm trying to cover myself with sugar. I'm tired of feeling this way where I feel in both sides I don't belong.
Even if there isn't temptations my opinion and likes on things have also change. Music for me has changed, I feel better listening to Christian bands and artists. I gave up The Beatles because I felt it was uncomfortable with the idea that they dedicated Their album Lonely Hearts Club Parade Band to the man who is the founder of the Atheist Church.
I want a prayer for me to be stronger from temptation, to find Christian friends that I can finally hang out without feeling ugly in the inside and be myself, and to have better influences around me that won't affect me from God.
I know it sounds like I'm asking God to be perfect, but this is simply the way I feel: I truly want to follow God and to stick my beliefs on him and what his word tell us to do. And that is what my heart wants, and that is what my mind tells me to do.
So anyone, pray for me.
I have been feeling it more reasons for those temptations to be wrong.
the things that I used to feel they were ok are starting to feel wrong to me now, and they are wrong. The friends I have now make me realize that they are not making me any closer to God and don't really plan uncomfortable to get closer because they feel as if he is boring especially the bible. The people that I know that are into God are nice but yet make me feel as if I'm completely dirty because sometimes I feel as if I'm trying to cover myself with sugar. I'm tired of feeling this way where I feel in both sides I don't belong.
Even if there isn't temptations my opinion and likes on things have also change. Music for me has changed, I feel better listening to Christian bands and artists. I gave up The Beatles because I felt it was uncomfortable with the idea that they dedicated Their album Lonely Hearts Club Parade Band to the man who is the founder of the Atheist Church.
I want a prayer for me to be stronger from temptation, to find Christian friends that I can finally hang out without feeling ugly in the inside and be myself, and to have better influences around me that won't affect me from God.
I know it sounds like I'm asking God to be perfect, but this is simply the way I feel: I truly want to follow God and to stick my beliefs on him and what his word tell us to do. And that is what my heart wants, and that is what my mind tells me to do.
So anyone, pray for me.