Hi,

Please pray for me as I'm lacking a lot of direction in life at the moment and i feel as though my life is spiraling downwards... After one semester of university, i am doubting my ability to be successful in anything..The huge transition from highschool to university, the isolation and lack of friends, the insane workload along with having to come to terms with the fact that my dad has terminal cancer have all taken a toll on my ability to focus properly... I really want to stay in this course as i need to graduate with this degree in order to financially support my family.. We're not the most well off people and now with my dad retiring work due to his illness, we are struggling more than ever.. I'm so afraid that i'll lose my place at the university.. ;( I got the marks for the course but i don't know if i'm capable of doing it.. I am willing to put in 120% of my efforts to ensure that i pass but i don't know if this will be enough.. The course is more challenging than i thought it would be and the people i am studying it with were all placed in the top 1% of the state.. I feel so inferior..sigh..

I really do not know which direction to go.... I don't know what i'm passionate about.. I lack passion for life these days.. I just want God to give me a sense of direction... A sign, anything... I need it urgently for the sake of my family...

I feel so lost and so confused... Please pray for me.. And please pray for my dad.... All he ever wanted in life was for his children to graduate university and find their place in this world... The fact that i may be incapable of that tears my heart to pieces.. I did so well in my final exams; i felt on top of the world at the time and now.. i'm at the bottom of everything...

Please pray that i make the right decision.... Please pray that i stop being so indecisive... Please Lord, give me some clarity on what you think i should do..

Thank you. God bless all of you immensely..

Amen. Well i'm so glad that you came here to talk with us. I do believe that right now you are worrying too much. Do you remember in the book of Matthew where Jesus was talking about worrying? That worrying is to sin. He said that even the lilies in the filed know that they'll be clothed and they don't even have to worry about how they'll get what they need.

Right now you need Jesus in this situation. You need to be honest with him prayer tell Him what you need , let Him know about what you're indecisive about. God loves when you're honest in prayer. Sis I will definately keep you in my prayers and i will add you as my friend too so that we may keep in contact.

Don't doubt yourself. And don't think that you're a failure if you aren't able to graduate from university. Sometimes it takes a baby steps. I know that you father wants you to graduate from a university, but can't you just go to a community college for now? That university will still be there. And as for your father . We REBUKE that spirit of sickness and calamity , right now in the name of JESUS , that spirit will not hold him back. Father we come against all the strongholds against this man and we ask that you LOSE him right now in the name of JESUS. And we plead the blood of JESUS on him right now in the name of JESUS.

Proclaim this over your father sis, speak the word over him, and if he's not a christian you need to preach the gospel about salvation to him. Hurry cause time is running out. And as for finances . You pray to God that you need help from and BE SPECIFIC. God wants this from us and when we're specific God delivers it, and don't continue to pray the same prayer over and over again. THANK God for the finances that he will give you in the name of JESUS.

I will definately keep you in my prayers sis :]

God bless,

Pinkstix