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Hi,
Please pray for me as I'm lacking a lot of direction in life at the moment and i feel as though my life is spiraling downwards... After one semester of university, i am doubting my ability to be successful in anything..The huge transition from highschool to university, the isolation and lack of friends, the insane workload along with having to come to terms with the fact that my dad has terminal cancer have all taken a toll on my ability to focus properly... I really want to stay in this course as i need to graduate with this degree in order to financially support my family.. We're not the most well off people and now with my dad retiring work due to his illness, we are struggling more than ever.. I'm so afraid that i'll lose my place at the university.. ;( I got the marks for the course but i don't know if i'm capable of doing it.. I am willing to put in 120% of my efforts to ensure that i pass but i don't know if this will be enough.. The course is more challenging than i thought it would be and the people i am studying it with were all placed in the top 1% of the state.. I feel so inferior..sigh..
I really do not know which direction to go.... I don't know what i'm passionate about.. I lack passion for life these days.. I just want God to give me a sense of direction... A sign, anything... I need it urgently for the sake of my family...
I feel so lost and so confused... Please pray for me.. And please pray for my dad.... All he ever wanted in life was for his children to graduate university and find their place in this world... The fact that i may be incapable of that tears my heart to pieces.. I did so well in my final exams; i felt on top of the world at the time and now.. i'm at the bottom of everything...
Please pray that i make the right decision.... Please pray that i stop being so indecisive... Please Lord, give me some clarity on what you think i should do..
Thank you. God bless all of you immensely..
Please pray for me as I'm lacking a lot of direction in life at the moment and i feel as though my life is spiraling downwards... After one semester of university, i am doubting my ability to be successful in anything..The huge transition from highschool to university, the isolation and lack of friends, the insane workload along with having to come to terms with the fact that my dad has terminal cancer have all taken a toll on my ability to focus properly... I really want to stay in this course as i need to graduate with this degree in order to financially support my family.. We're not the most well off people and now with my dad retiring work due to his illness, we are struggling more than ever.. I'm so afraid that i'll lose my place at the university.. ;( I got the marks for the course but i don't know if i'm capable of doing it.. I am willing to put in 120% of my efforts to ensure that i pass but i don't know if this will be enough.. The course is more challenging than i thought it would be and the people i am studying it with were all placed in the top 1% of the state.. I feel so inferior..sigh..
I really do not know which direction to go.... I don't know what i'm passionate about.. I lack passion for life these days.. I just want God to give me a sense of direction... A sign, anything... I need it urgently for the sake of my family...
I feel so lost and so confused... Please pray for me.. And please pray for my dad.... All he ever wanted in life was for his children to graduate university and find their place in this world... The fact that i may be incapable of that tears my heart to pieces.. I did so well in my final exams; i felt on top of the world at the time and now.. i'm at the bottom of everything...
Please pray that i make the right decision.... Please pray that i stop being so indecisive... Please Lord, give me some clarity on what you think i should do..
Thank you. God bless all of you immensely..