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Hi all - I'm new here ...but in need of prayer - bold and strong.
I am falling into a depressed state of "life".......oh that sounds so dramatic....and I know I have it so well compared to others in this world, I truly DO count my blessings......the problem is though -
My marriage.
I married a man four years ago (2nd marriage for us both).......we are so different. I truly in my heart of hearts believed so much of him and figured he was saved and a man of God, so life was going to be so happy and prosperous for us as a couple. It's so not that way though.
We have so many problems... my husband (and prior to marriage our Pastor said this too) is in such SINGLE mode.....all the time. He is not a cheat but he has major addictions.....to things NOT of God.....and there is no comminication with us because it's like he has this secret world or something. He don't talk and hold our marriage as ONE
I don't know what to do.....it's all making me sad, depressed, angered and well, very distant from him. Tonight I heard love your enemy and pray for those that hurt you........well.......I need HELP in that prayer, for me to actually DO what God is telling me to do and for GOD to speak to him, and actually have my husband HEAR GOD.
Thanks all - and in turn, I must go read a few and return the prayers best I can for others.
Blessings to All
Rose
I am falling into a depressed state of "life".......oh that sounds so dramatic....and I know I have it so well compared to others in this world, I truly DO count my blessings......the problem is though -
My marriage.
I married a man four years ago (2nd marriage for us both).......we are so different. I truly in my heart of hearts believed so much of him and figured he was saved and a man of God, so life was going to be so happy and prosperous for us as a couple. It's so not that way though.
We have so many problems... my husband (and prior to marriage our Pastor said this too) is in such SINGLE mode.....all the time. He is not a cheat but he has major addictions.....to things NOT of God.....and there is no comminication with us because it's like he has this secret world or something. He don't talk and hold our marriage as ONE
I don't know what to do.....it's all making me sad, depressed, angered and well, very distant from him. Tonight I heard love your enemy and pray for those that hurt you........well.......I need HELP in that prayer, for me to actually DO what God is telling me to do and for GOD to speak to him, and actually have my husband HEAR GOD.
Thanks all - and in turn, I must go read a few and return the prayers best I can for others.
Blessings to All
Rose