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please pray that the demons leave me alone and that i do whatever it is God wants me to do so that they leave.
i have problems with demons openly showing themselves daily for years now and i want them to leave me alone but im unsure how common it is for them to do this. there are 4 reasons i can think of as to y they have been coming to me for so long. 1 is that i have a sexual fetish addiction that i have had for 20 years and havent overcome though i am trying and praying and fasting about it lately. 2 is that when i was younger i played with a Ouija Board . i also openly challenged satan directly, verbally attacking him where it even seemed that i would get an instant reply and i would continually verbally attack him even mocking him and acting as if i were superior to him. 3 when i was 17 i had made the horrible decision to accept satan to be a teacher to me for i thought since he so easily misleads the world that he had much wisdom which i could learn from. Shortly after that i realized that i should not listen to a word he says. At this point the demons will tell me things as if to show me that they are here to teach me and that i should listen. they speak so much to me its very difficult to ignore them. they love to play head games. they pretend they care for me, they pretend to be good as if they know the "true" way to live. they boast of how "great" they could make me, even offering me things such as wealth, fame,great wisdom, power, ect. if i will give myself to them. they are inconsistent in the way they speak. they will offer the such if i give myself to them and then at another time they will say i already belong to them. they will try any angle they can to mess with me. they will say anything. they will even use scripture and twist it to blaspheme God in unspeakable ways. they love to cause confusion and then boast as if since they caused me confusion i should listen to them and learn their ways. 4, i find this last reason the least likely. it was Paul who had a messenger of satan: 2 Corinthians 12:7-9 "7And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure.8For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me9And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me." i am not saying i receive revelations such as Paul but that perhaps since God had a reason to allow that to him that in some way God may be using this as a way to show how they have no value and that i should listen to God alone or some other reason. i dont know the reason this is happening, thats why i gave 4 possible reasons. i have become a Christian and been baptized though i know i still have the problem of being lukewarm which i am also trying to overcome. i dont know what to make of all this so please give me any insight or comments to help me, also please pray for me. if you are going to suggest that this is due to some mental disorder then please do not reply.
i have problems with demons openly showing themselves daily for years now and i want them to leave me alone but im unsure how common it is for them to do this. there are 4 reasons i can think of as to y they have been coming to me for so long. 1 is that i have a sexual fetish addiction that i have had for 20 years and havent overcome though i am trying and praying and fasting about it lately. 2 is that when i was younger i played with a Ouija Board . i also openly challenged satan directly, verbally attacking him where it even seemed that i would get an instant reply and i would continually verbally attack him even mocking him and acting as if i were superior to him. 3 when i was 17 i had made the horrible decision to accept satan to be a teacher to me for i thought since he so easily misleads the world that he had much wisdom which i could learn from. Shortly after that i realized that i should not listen to a word he says. At this point the demons will tell me things as if to show me that they are here to teach me and that i should listen. they speak so much to me its very difficult to ignore them. they love to play head games. they pretend they care for me, they pretend to be good as if they know the "true" way to live. they boast of how "great" they could make me, even offering me things such as wealth, fame,great wisdom, power, ect. if i will give myself to them. they are inconsistent in the way they speak. they will offer the such if i give myself to them and then at another time they will say i already belong to them. they will try any angle they can to mess with me. they will say anything. they will even use scripture and twist it to blaspheme God in unspeakable ways. they love to cause confusion and then boast as if since they caused me confusion i should listen to them and learn their ways. 4, i find this last reason the least likely. it was Paul who had a messenger of satan: 2 Corinthians 12:7-9 "7And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure.8For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me9And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me." i am not saying i receive revelations such as Paul but that perhaps since God had a reason to allow that to him that in some way God may be using this as a way to show how they have no value and that i should listen to God alone or some other reason. i dont know the reason this is happening, thats why i gave 4 possible reasons. i have become a Christian and been baptized though i know i still have the problem of being lukewarm which i am also trying to overcome. i dont know what to make of all this so please give me any insight or comments to help me, also please pray for me. if you are going to suggest that this is due to some mental disorder then please do not reply.
