I'm there too. The practical: 1). Breathe deeply. Inhale through your nose and count to 5. Hold your breath for a few seconds and exhale like you are blowing through a straw. 2. Stay grounded during a panic attack by conscious attaching yourself
to a present sense. Concentrate on a smell, sound, texture, taste, etc. 3. Exercise. Go up and down some stairs a few times. 4). Relax. Take a bath. Sit in the dark. Do whatever you find relaxing. 5). Spend time with your friends. DO NOT ISOLATE!
Father be the lifter of Paulie's head. You said you would
hide us, protect us, fight for and defend us. Sometimes out biggest enemy is ourselves. Be these things for Paulie.