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Hey everyone, I need your help to pray for me... the thing is, the church (( now i will go to another church that's for sure )) where I USED to go, was going pretty weird lately, because they only want to know about your life and talk to everyone else, to know what you do, what you've been and judge you, etc...
And lately they're becoming a bunch of hypocrites, because for example, they ask you "So this week, have you done anything wrong?" and I'm honest, I always say that I do, because IT'S THE TRUTH! I'm not perfect, I fail many times, but they always say to me "don't say it to anyone else, be like your other church mates, if you do , keep it to yourself, or don't do it infront of the christian people..." and I'm like "what the..?"
ANYWAYS, Last saturday, they've made a lesson about Occultism / Satanism, they even said Demon names, rituals, symbols, etc.. like what the?!!!!!! a CHURCH! I'm 20 years old and I had like kids with 11 years old by my side, and they were learning it!! i was like "wow?!"
And when I came home, I had one of the scariest moments of my life, I was trying to fall asleep, 3 / 4 am, and I don't know if it's normal but my vision is composed by thousands of little points ( i think it's because I spend too many time watching TV / computer )), so the thing is, when I open my eyes thoose little points made a face, a huge white face, that smiled and "swallowed me" it was made of vision points! i was like "WHAT the?!!", and then the room got completly black and those thousands of little points turned into people, in agony, i saw millions of people in a really small scale, but then I was like scared and I slapped my face + blinked my eyes, and even focused to see if I was dreaming or imagining, and it was really people, moving their arms and mouth, and then I just started to run , and turn on all the lights, and praying...I woke everyone at home..
And my heart was like pumping so fast, and I was sweating so much, and I almost felt like I was going to faint of being scared!!!
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It's all okay now, but please pray for my anxiety, because I have it now.
( u know, It's not everyday that you get scared..)
The thing is, I got affected by it, and I'm still scared, and I'm not the only one, two of my churchmates and friends are having the same problem, they feel scared, anxiety, and they hear noises and stuff.. ALL BECAUSE OF A CHURCH LESSON!!! We're like scared because it's much more realistic than a HORROR Movie!
PLEASE REPLY!!!!!! , and try to read everything.. ((
And lately they're becoming a bunch of hypocrites, because for example, they ask you "So this week, have you done anything wrong?" and I'm honest, I always say that I do, because IT'S THE TRUTH! I'm not perfect, I fail many times, but they always say to me "don't say it to anyone else, be like your other church mates, if you do , keep it to yourself, or don't do it infront of the christian people..." and I'm like "what the..?"
ANYWAYS, Last saturday, they've made a lesson about Occultism / Satanism, they even said Demon names, rituals, symbols, etc.. like what the?!!!!!! a CHURCH! I'm 20 years old and I had like kids with 11 years old by my side, and they were learning it!! i was like "wow?!"
And when I came home, I had one of the scariest moments of my life, I was trying to fall asleep, 3 / 4 am, and I don't know if it's normal but my vision is composed by thousands of little points ( i think it's because I spend too many time watching TV / computer )), so the thing is, when I open my eyes thoose little points made a face, a huge white face, that smiled and "swallowed me" it was made of vision points! i was like "WHAT the?!!", and then the room got completly black and those thousands of little points turned into people, in agony, i saw millions of people in a really small scale, but then I was like scared and I slapped my face + blinked my eyes, and even focused to see if I was dreaming or imagining, and it was really people, moving their arms and mouth, and then I just started to run , and turn on all the lights, and praying...I woke everyone at home..
And my heart was like pumping so fast, and I was sweating so much, and I almost felt like I was going to faint of being scared!!!
´
It's all okay now, but please pray for my anxiety, because I have it now.
( u know, It's not everyday that you get scared..)The thing is, I got affected by it, and I'm still scared, and I'm not the only one, two of my churchmates and friends are having the same problem, they feel scared, anxiety, and they hear noises and stuff.. ALL BECAUSE OF A CHURCH LESSON!!! We're like scared because it's much more realistic than a HORROR Movie!
PLEASE REPLY!!!!!!
, and try to read everything.. ((
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