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I'm not really sure what I need. IDk maybe a closer relationship with God. Maybe more self-control. I feel like I don’t live in th e real world and that I can never be normal and happy. A few years ago I started getting into a lot of bad stuff and I thought it wasn’t that big of a deal but it just grows and grows out of control. I can’t talk to anyone or do anything. I want to be normal but I can’t and just want to walk in front of a train. Please I don’t know what to do other than ask for prayer.