Dear brothers and sisters who are able to read this,
I am currently fighting a flu and in combination with my diabetes this is always a great struggle. During this time I have to fight different lies that come my way stronger than before. Thoughts that are asking that I need to find peace with finding a wife. Thoughts that try to show me someone beautiful in my eyes trying to calm me with those charming and often lustful people. Other thoughts that question my identity, especially the identity in Jesus Christ. When the thoughts come up I put them under the authority of Jesus Christ. I believe in Jesus and trust Him. Currently these thought keep on bothering me even when I put them under Jesus authority. They try to bargain and tell me that I am making a choice between a wife and Jesus. While that is absurt, since those are not contradictions. But I always state, IF I have to choose I will choose Jesus. So there are a lot of lies going on in my mind and I know that they are lies, but the problem is in the bargaining. As the devil tried to tempt Jesus in the desert with the lie that when bowing down to evil Jesus would receive the kingdom.
I put my trust in the hand of God, but since I cannot see much of the proof of the perspective I believe in, I am currently being tempted too much in my opinion. Please ask for me to be not tempted, but that I will be freed from evil.
I trust in a good, a faithful, a loving, a powerful, an almighty and a reliable God. Please pray for me. Every spark of light that proofs my perspective brings extra hope and strength to my situation. So please, really, please, say a small prayer for me. If your faith is greater than me you are also welcome to pray for healing or anything to bring recovery to my situation.
Thank you in advance. Above all, I thank God in advance.
I am currently fighting a flu and in combination with my diabetes this is always a great struggle. During this time I have to fight different lies that come my way stronger than before. Thoughts that are asking that I need to find peace with finding a wife. Thoughts that try to show me someone beautiful in my eyes trying to calm me with those charming and often lustful people. Other thoughts that question my identity, especially the identity in Jesus Christ. When the thoughts come up I put them under the authority of Jesus Christ. I believe in Jesus and trust Him. Currently these thought keep on bothering me even when I put them under Jesus authority. They try to bargain and tell me that I am making a choice between a wife and Jesus. While that is absurt, since those are not contradictions. But I always state, IF I have to choose I will choose Jesus. So there are a lot of lies going on in my mind and I know that they are lies, but the problem is in the bargaining. As the devil tried to tempt Jesus in the desert with the lie that when bowing down to evil Jesus would receive the kingdom.
I put my trust in the hand of God, but since I cannot see much of the proof of the perspective I believe in, I am currently being tempted too much in my opinion. Please ask for me to be not tempted, but that I will be freed from evil.
I trust in a good, a faithful, a loving, a powerful, an almighty and a reliable God. Please pray for me. Every spark of light that proofs my perspective brings extra hope and strength to my situation. So please, really, please, say a small prayer for me. If your faith is greater than me you are also welcome to pray for healing or anything to bring recovery to my situation.
Thank you in advance. Above all, I thank God in advance.