Vision

I feel like I've lost some of my vision. I love music. It's my life and I am most happy when I am able to do it. But because of a complication in the relationship with my worship pastor who was also giving me piano lessons, I don't really know how to follow my dream anymore.

i know everyone has different opinions about your situation but this much is true- the devil is using your issue against you. you really have to it go or it will keep building inside you and cause much more harm than good.

No really I'm ok. I just don't quite know where I'm headed now. What I thought was an open door just got slammed in my face.

Thank you for sharing although what you share is a conflict nfered from your post. Only Generic response is possible, where jealously and self ambition is there is discord and every evil thing, there is no good thing in the flesh, spiritual fruit (Agape, joy, peace, patience, kindness, meekness, temprence, and faith of which there are no laws limitations judgements or reproofs or corrections) the only eternal benifit to every conflict is the Holy Spirit's personally issuing through you. GBYIA

Listen closely to the Holy Spirit. Open your heart and you will be lead in the right direction. Remember God has a reason for everything that happens and it is always in our best interest!

Hugs Jordache, I trully believe in Jesus, that God will bring all you need in music to His great glroy and provide soon.
Just praise Him, and he will fill all you ask and more.

Huge hugs and God bless
pickles

When that door closes for a while, start practicing, start writing, and start using that music for an audience of One (sing and play to God on your own, use whatever you know). If you need more lessons, go to youtube, or ccli.com. The music gift will make a way for you. This is professional advice. I am a lifelong a professional music minster for 44 years, who has helped launch dozens of music ministries.