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My husband and I got married this year in March, in May I was finished with school and could finally move down to Texas to be with him. We found out a bit later that he was going to be deploying this November, and I'm so scared.
I don't know anybody here, I don't have family, or friends. I've only just been able to find a church, and while they are lovely people, it's nobody my age (22). Luckily I was able to find a part time job but it doesn't come anywhere close to utilizing the degree I worked so hard to get, and I honestly feel like a failure because of it.
Today when I went to fill out my papers to work there, I needed an emergency contact number of someone around here. I started to put down my husbands, and remembered he'll only be here for another month before he leaves (he'll be gone all of september for training). The manager asked me if I had any family or friends to put down, and all I could do is nod no, because if I had said anything, everything would have broken inside of me.
I haven't been able to stop crying since I got back from the orientation. I'm going to miss him so much. A year is so long to be away from the one you love, especially when you are in a new place, and moving back where you know people isn't something you can do.
So please, please pray for his safety while he's over there, and for my sanity. It would be greatly appreciated.
I don't know anybody here, I don't have family, or friends. I've only just been able to find a church, and while they are lovely people, it's nobody my age (22). Luckily I was able to find a part time job but it doesn't come anywhere close to utilizing the degree I worked so hard to get, and I honestly feel like a failure because of it.
Today when I went to fill out my papers to work there, I needed an emergency contact number of someone around here. I started to put down my husbands, and remembered he'll only be here for another month before he leaves (he'll be gone all of september for training). The manager asked me if I had any family or friends to put down, and all I could do is nod no, because if I had said anything, everything would have broken inside of me.
I haven't been able to stop crying since I got back from the orientation. I'm going to miss him so much. A year is so long to be away from the one you love, especially when you are in a new place, and moving back where you know people isn't something you can do.
So please, please pray for his safety while he's over there, and for my sanity. It would be greatly appreciated.
