Don't know what to say...

I feel like such an absolute hypocrite it sickens me. I want to cry, but I can't...I'm not going to say much, just that please pray that God brings me out of bondage. I don't want to live or act the way I am forever... Yeah. Any prayers would be greatly appreciated right now.

smile..don't cry because god loves you. praying for you now.

Hi Kite, first of all I can understand how you feel. I think we all eventually feel that way in life. God loves us just the same though, isn't that amazing! Also, I'd be worried if you didn't feel convicted, and like a hypocrite. I don't know what's going on that has you feeling so bad, and I don't need to know.God knows your heart, the situation, and all that stuff and that's what matters. I'll keep you in prayer. God bless.

Im praying for you. Remember, Jesus said he will not let anything or anyone take you from his hand. That means he wont let you take you from his hands either. God bless, pickles

Hey Kite, i just wanted to say, you are not alone in feeling that way. For the longest time, ive felt exactly like that. Whenever i feel that way, i listen to 'East to West' by Casting Crowns, to remind myself of why i am turning away from my sin, and that im not going back to my old ways ever again! Mainly the part, "I dont have to see the man(or woman) ive been, rising up in me again!". We all trip and stumble in our walk with God, but he's always right there to pick us up again. Be strong, ill pray for you.

Thank you so much everyone for your prayers.

@Easygoing: Hahah, what you said kinda had the reverse effect; I cried the first time I truly realized God loved me, and I cry whenever I'm going through something and someone tells me that. Thank you, though. Just makes me realize...