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Hello, I introduced myself to this site yesterday but a new friend I met here encouraged me to find the Prayer Forum as myself and my family need prayer --myself most of all. We are very isolated though we live very near where I have grown-up, it is an extremely provincial area. All the people I grew up with have not moved on from the sad dramas of high school and I see rampant drug addiction and sex addiction and just every vice being worshipped and no one looking for GOD. We- my family and I, (my husband and two beautiful, healthy boys 16 and 14) are an ENIGMA to ALL. We have no one we can trust and everyone we have allowed around us including so-called "relatives" have been MIGHTILY USED OF SATAN to attack us in the most grievous ways UNIMAGINABLE. WHY? I believe because we "look" one way and yet act a whole other way that is total affront to most everyone. Meaning, sorry to sound conceited (because I most definitely am not), but my husband and I are both in nearly perfect athletic shape AND we have very beautiful faces (both of us have modeled some though it's not what we really cared to do) and we are very well-educated (I was a high school English teacher for 10 years) and then on top of all that we are EXTREMELY HUMBLE and do not identify with our looks or ego at all and TRULY LOVE AND SERVE GOD which goes against every single stereo-type in this IMAGE OBSESSED So Cal "culture". We live about an hour away from ultra-narcissistic Hollywood. Anyone old enough to remember Kelly La Brock's commercial "Don't hate me because I'm beautiful" --well many of our 50-100lbs overweight "peers" most certainly do and we're done with such "culturally acceptable" FORMS OF EVIL. If you can't relate BLESS YOUR HEART, I'm sooooo glad you aren't acquainted with such demonic FOULNESS but it has been the story of our lives over and over again. My husband literally has to downplay his looks for job purposes and that is the statistical truth for good-looking people trying to get work in provincial, unsophisticated areas. Again, sorry if you can't relate but I am SPEAKING THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH and my husband is the gentlest, nicest, most intelligent person I have ever known and yet our marriage is constantly being tested with all this isolation and evil I have attempted to explain.
I am on here TO RECEIVE CHRISTIAN PRAYER SUPPORT AND TO ATTEMPT TO BUILD SOME REAL FRIENDSHIPS THAT ARE NOT DESTROYED BY JEALOUSY. Most want to downplay jealousy but it is a wayyyy deeper sin than even anger and fury because it HIDES, COWERS, DECEIVES AND MANIPULATES. Proverbs 27:4 PERFECTLY STATES THAT. Go look if you don't believe me. We have been used and abused over and over because of the overt and OBVIOUS jealousy incited inside these evil pawns of satan and let me tell you, in the NAME OF JESUS CHRIST --NEVER AGAIN. I will never again accept evil without due process, I most assuredly assure you. If it wasn't for the sake of my children...I can't even write what I would do next IF GOD ever again allows what HE has allowed through the evil one. SO YES I NEED PRAYER AND I THANK YOU FOR IT. If you have an honest question- please ask it, but if you at all try to judge me, I will know that you are 1) utterly clueless and 2) of the devil, because ALL JUDGEMENT BELONGS TO CHRIST JESUS ALONE and anyone else pretending to have HIS job is satanic PERIOD. There are many so-called Christians who are ABSOLUTELY the devil's and I ONLY TOO WELL KNOW THE DIFFERENCE. THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS AND GOD BLESS YOU
I am on here TO RECEIVE CHRISTIAN PRAYER SUPPORT AND TO ATTEMPT TO BUILD SOME REAL FRIENDSHIPS THAT ARE NOT DESTROYED BY JEALOUSY. Most want to downplay jealousy but it is a wayyyy deeper sin than even anger and fury because it HIDES, COWERS, DECEIVES AND MANIPULATES. Proverbs 27:4 PERFECTLY STATES THAT. Go look if you don't believe me. We have been used and abused over and over because of the overt and OBVIOUS jealousy incited inside these evil pawns of satan and let me tell you, in the NAME OF JESUS CHRIST --NEVER AGAIN. I will never again accept evil without due process, I most assuredly assure you. If it wasn't for the sake of my children...I can't even write what I would do next IF GOD ever again allows what HE has allowed through the evil one. SO YES I NEED PRAYER AND I THANK YOU FOR IT. If you have an honest question- please ask it, but if you at all try to judge me, I will know that you are 1) utterly clueless and 2) of the devil, because ALL JUDGEMENT BELONGS TO CHRIST JESUS ALONE and anyone else pretending to have HIS job is satanic PERIOD. There are many so-called Christians who are ABSOLUTELY the devil's and I ONLY TOO WELL KNOW THE DIFFERENCE. THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS AND GOD BLESS YOU