Please pray for relief

I humbly ask for your prayers today. I have struggled the past 5 years with anxiety and depression that bring thoughts of despair and hopelessness. The birth of my last child somehow did a whooper on my body by depleting me of all hormones. My thyroid isn't working correctly and at the age of 33 I have begun to go into premature menopause. I know these issues have their own complications and it wrecks havoc on the body and the mind.

Can you please pray that I find my healing? There are days that are so dark that it scares me. I just want my life back. I want to be a great wife and great mother and I truly feel this has hinder me being the person I could be. I want with all that I have to be the person I used to be. Happy, loving, caring without a care in the world. I could do so much and give so much if I could just find myself again. I am at a desperate point in my life.

I am seeking with all that I am and all that I have. Please pray for calmness of my mind, body and spirit. I need it more than anything. Also please pray that any spirits that reside within me that are bad be cast out. I feel that a bad or negative spirit can cause all of these things and I just want ALL things negative released and cast into the pit of hell to NEVER return.

I appreciate your prayers more than you know.

Dear Lord,

You love us SO much. You know what we do and you love us wholly anyways with zero love leakage because of our bad habits, hurts, and hangups.

We need you in our hearts and we need you in our minds. We need your healing and your wisdom. We need the walls down. We need YOU.

Depression and anxiety are so difficult Lord. They add a painful complexity to life that is sometimes difficult to explain. Please fill our hearts with your Spirit and our heads with your wisdom. Fill our hands with the hands of other Christians in love and purity. Fill our lives with your people and help us with the relational aspects. Fill us. Don't leave us empty and hurting. Help us to get out of your way so you can do your good work in us. Bring healing.

In Jesus name,

Amen.

P.S. That was for all of us. I think there are more here struggling with these issues than we know. God bless you sister and may God do all of these things in YOUR life.

i prayed for you...also, when you pray, plead the blood of Jesus over yourself. <3

Jkalyna...wow your prayer was ever so powerful and brought tears to my eyes. Thank you so very much.
I thank all of you from the bottom of my heart.
As of right now I am not on any meds. They say my thyroid is fine and that no meds are needed at this time. Yet I have so many issues without relief. They think it was all pregnancy induced. After a year my levels returned to normal but yet left behind a mental mess. Of course I did complete hormones testing and my body lacks progesterone which they believe is causing me to enter into early menopause at the age of 33. Very disheartening.

*things could change nothing is impossible with God. stay in his perfect peace, don't lose it. hugs*

Huge hugs valleygirl, all you ask is in my daily prayers in Jesus's name.
I went through the hormone, thyroid roller coaster after my last child's birth and following hysterectomy.
Thankfully within the next year all returned to normal, but the ride was not pleasant, my heart and prayers are with you as you heal in Jesus Christ is Lord.

Also, welcome to cc, looking forward to seeing you here.

God bless
pickles