being a christian in the work place

i had a descustion with one of my bosses prob about 2 years ago when i was working on shift with her, about god, she had bought it up but in a very angry way, i got nervous and i dont think i spoke for god as well as i could of, she got quite upset with me after the chat and stomped off. things were a bit weird with her for a couple of weeks after but otherwise we havent talked about it since, over easter another staff asked me what easter was about while she was in the room, i said about it and she then butts in angry and snubbs out what i have just said. she makes me feel very uneasy to be around, christmas in another time i feel like i have to walk on egg shells around her.
iv prayed about it and felt god tell me she will come to him, but in the mean time i dont know how to be around her, since iv spoken to her iv droped out of town pastors which was helping people out on the street late at night and sometimes talking about god if people brought it up.
iv just compleatly lost my covidences in talking about god and understanding the bible, feels like a light has been switched off and i cant find the switch in the dark to turn it on again. i really need pray about it please.
i asked god to bring me people to talk to about him and i feel iv screwed it up now, im not a good ambassadore for god.

another thing is im having an op tomorrow, i dont like hospitals. im really nervous, getting very stressed about it. can u just pray for me to chill out about it please,

thanks guys and gals x

Praying for you in Jesus for all confidence in witness, and for your surgury tomorrow.
Scripture says not to worry or plan what you will say, for the Holy Spirit will give you the words you will need.

God bless
pickles

The workplace is probably the hardest place to be a Christian in my opinion.

I pray Jehovah God that ukkez experiences the peace that surpases all understanding as he's at work. Let him know that no weapons formed against him shall prosper according to your word. In Jesus Name I pray Amen

God is awesome! I pray you find satisfaction and completeness in Him.........the enemy would like you to think God's far away, but as a beleiver, He lives inside of you, right now

Firstly, ask God to make you hungry for Him! He wants to answer that prayer!!!!!
You clearly want to change, or you wouldn't have asked. Repentance is a beautiful thing, it means turning around to God's way of thinking and returning to the highest place! So repent, as God leads you, and march on in the Spirit of God!

I'd recommend you ask if you can go back out on street pastors (i've tried it too when I was in the UK, a really great time!), that step of going out and I'm sure you'll walk back in step with God!

I pray God saves that woman at work too!

thank you for your prays.
op went all well, just feeling restless this morning.

was thinking how its alot easyer to talk to fellow christians about the love of god and comfort, but when you come across people full of hate and pain its alot harded to comfort in gods words, i will keep praying for enconters and that the words i say are true of god and that they will changes peoples hearts. thank you for your prays it means alot to me x