i dont know whats wrong with me need prayer godly counsel somthing please

your replys helped me alot i went and got tested and god blessed me it turned out to be benine papiloma i got back home and it was starting to storm and i went outside and i walked in the rain repeating the blood of christ covers me over and over again and he gave me my tears back and i got delivered from a nine year ciggerette addiction and i was able to confess some things to the girl from work and it went pretty well. but iv still got some issues that are bothering me bad.

i had another bad experiance earlier today i was at church and the paster was in the middle of his sermin and i had that voice or thought or whatever it was straight up said that jesus was satan and that horrible feeling came back i had an almost inresistable urge to leave an could not hardly pay attention to what the preacher was saying and then we prayed together about it and it felt like i couldnt pray right and i felt i couldnt exept in my heart that i was saved i wanted to but couldnt he asked me if i exepted christ and i hesitated and tryed the best way i could to explain what was going on and eventualy said yes but i had to force myself kinda felt like i was lying i dont believe that jesus is satan at all but its like satan is munipulating me in my thoughts and destroying my faith. and there are some things that have jumped out at me from the bible that i feel god himself is teling me that scares me

he has takin me to galations alot here are some of the verses that have jumped out at me
(galations 3v4&5 & 4v10&11&20and also 6v3 ) then in genisis 4v6&7 i dont feel that god has faith in me to be able to walk with him and it scares me i know iv been a coward most of my life but iv made some big steps towards him conqering things i never thought i could but just to think that it could be for nothing depresses me i dont know if its satan planting seeds of fear in my mind or god telling me he doubts i will succeed between those thoughts and that it is driving me insaine i just need help.

as far as talking back to them allmost every time iv allways said get out of my head satan i rebuke you i beleive a couple times iv said somthing along the lines of im not gonna let you make me believe that that this is coming from me.and one night last week sometime i told satan that everything he was tortering me with was gonna come back on him a million fold i just figured in my mind that i was reminding him of his imminant defeat but i hope i didnt tempt or provoke something. i would most sencerly appriciate any help you could give me on this thank you and god bless

That's just it boss. You won't succeed. God already has. It's already done...that's what the cross was all about. A finished work. Jesus died for sin, once...for all. The mistake we tend to make is we take God up like a sword or magical doll that we hold up to our problems, expecting them to go our way all the time. The truth is, you aren't the one holding God close to your life. He's holding you. You stand in the palm of His hand and approach life's ups and downs. He is our strong tower, a place of defense. He is a Hiding Place, where we can feel safe and sound. He is our strong arm...that fights for us...because we don't have the natural desire to do what's right, let alone the ability to carry out what we think is right.

When we're born again, and as we read His word and get to know Him we become more empowered to deal with things that come our way.

There's an old sunday school song that says, "Obedience is the very best way to show that we believe". Truth is, the more we know Him, the more He puts in us the desire to do what He has commanded. In the Bible it's known as sanctification, which is like "growing up" in faith.

Left to ourselves, we'd just stop trying and go our old way to be as happy as possible while we live out our life-sentences of misery and death on this earth. In Him, because He births new life into us, makes us new, changes us from the inside out, we're no longer bound by those laws of nature. It's God that gives us both the desire to do good, and the ability. It's not an easy lesson to learn...believe me...I'm not there yet. But I'm learning to recognize when I'm trying to control my life in the name of God instead of resting in His hand and letting Him do guiding. It's hard work. And it requires taking our eyes off ourselves.

The enemy doesn't like you. He doesn't like me. He doesn't like anyone. You're not alone in that. He wants you to think you're all alone, the "only one that could ever think like that", etc. Attempting to speak to him is nothing. He doesn't care. His arrogance in the face of God proves that he's not afraid to do stupid things. I'd just focus on things of the Spirit like Paul says...good things. You can PM me on my page if you need to talk.

Hi there brother
The enemy never sleeps. The good part is that all you need is to take refuge in Christ, he will protect you. Seek him and become strong in him, and cast all evil away in the name of our Victorious Lord Jesus Christ...for he has already defeated our enemy!
God Bless and hang in there Bud!

You remain in my prayers for all that is the victory of Jesus already in you.
Just praise God, praise Jesus! praise! For the enemy runs from praise.
We all here have plenty of faith in Jesus, for You!

God bless
pickles

My brother and sisters in Christ have spoken well
Just keep claim who you are in Jesus

Galatians 4:4-6
God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under law, to redeem us that we might receive the full rights of being His child. Because you are His children, God sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, the Spirit who calls out, “Abba, Father.” And since you are His child, God has also made you an heir.


You are God's child now...He protects you.
Like Pickles said; Praise God and the enemy flees!

Isaiah 54:17
no weapon forged against you will prevail, and you will refute every tongue that accuses you. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and this is their vindication from me," declares the LORD.
no weapon forged against you will prevail, and you will refute every tongue that accuses you. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and this is their vindication from me," declares the LORD.

Prayers and blessings, Shekaniah