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Hello All,
I joined recently and been enjoying talking to many of you around here. I want to say i thank God very much for all of you and because it reminds me that we are not all alone.
I am posting this new thread because i would like to ask for anyone who can, to please include me in a small section of your prayers.
I know God is with me all the time, but its is so rough to feel so alone inside of me.
So my story is... i was married to this wonderful girl for the past 5 years, however around our 3rd year of marriage my wife and i started losing our selves and stopped caring, we went to church and things seemed to have turned around for her for a bit, as for me i don't know why i felt like my marriage was all about her, at least is how she made me feel, and talking to her about it didn't help much, this crushed me and i stopped caring how i used to... and then we both dropped the ball and stopped going again to church.
We both tried to get us back on the road but we kept getting pulled back (we both lacked motivation)... well a few months back i tried to get her back-in to feeling alive again, and get us both back on our feet, but she really refused to turned around for some reason
. I kept trying really hard for the next few months until the next thing happen this last February.
The next few things happened, she flirted and felt in love outside of our marriage with some friend of ours that we met online (this unfortunately was the second time she had placed a friend before our marriage and got too close).
The damage was so hard that we drifted for about a weekend before she found that her error had placed her in a path of adultery; she recognized this and took to God to get her self back in line. As for me, i have always been a forgiving person as i Jesus has thought me to be... however this didn't last us long because of her Chronic depression, she drifted so far away again that she forgot about God, Us, and her self...this last Friday she just called our marriage off.
I want to ask that you Please pray for her soul so that she does not remain lost, and that our Lord God break all chains that binds her soul. If you have some extra room in your prayer, i know i am not alone, but my heart feels so empty and sad over this... i have always been very loving and like to be loved so i feel as half my heart was ripped apart from me while it was beating hard and healthy... i had a lot of hope and love for my marriage as this is a Gift from God.
I hope one day God will bring balance back to my life before he comes for us ( hope that he comes soon too, as we would all like all pain to go away forever right? ).
Thank you all beautiful souls for caring and may God's Blessings bathe You and Your loved ones forever!
I joined recently and been enjoying talking to many of you around here. I want to say i thank God very much for all of you and because it reminds me that we are not all alone.
I am posting this new thread because i would like to ask for anyone who can, to please include me in a small section of your prayers.
I know God is with me all the time, but its is so rough to feel so alone inside of me.
So my story is... i was married to this wonderful girl for the past 5 years, however around our 3rd year of marriage my wife and i started losing our selves and stopped caring, we went to church and things seemed to have turned around for her for a bit, as for me i don't know why i felt like my marriage was all about her, at least is how she made me feel, and talking to her about it didn't help much, this crushed me and i stopped caring how i used to... and then we both dropped the ball and stopped going again to church.
We both tried to get us back on the road but we kept getting pulled back (we both lacked motivation)... well a few months back i tried to get her back-in to feeling alive again, and get us both back on our feet, but she really refused to turned around for some reason
. I kept trying really hard for the next few months until the next thing happen this last February.The next few things happened, she flirted and felt in love outside of our marriage with some friend of ours that we met online (this unfortunately was the second time she had placed a friend before our marriage and got too close).
The damage was so hard that we drifted for about a weekend before she found that her error had placed her in a path of adultery; she recognized this and took to God to get her self back in line. As for me, i have always been a forgiving person as i Jesus has thought me to be... however this didn't last us long because of her Chronic depression, she drifted so far away again that she forgot about God, Us, and her self...this last Friday she just called our marriage off.
I want to ask that you Please pray for her soul so that she does not remain lost, and that our Lord God break all chains that binds her soul. If you have some extra room in your prayer, i know i am not alone, but my heart feels so empty and sad over this... i have always been very loving and like to be loved so i feel as half my heart was ripped apart from me while it was beating hard and healthy... i had a lot of hope and love for my marriage as this is a Gift from God.
I hope one day God will bring balance back to my life before he comes for us ( hope that he comes soon too, as we would all like all pain to go away forever right?
).Thank you all beautiful souls for caring and may God's Blessings bathe You and Your loved ones forever!
