JJ, you are and remain in my prayers in Jesus for all streangth and the joy of His love.
JJ, I have struggled against severe chronic pain for over twenty years now, and Jesus has shown me, that if I look to my pain, I will only see pain, but if I keep my eyes on Him, (Jesus) I see Jesus, and all the love, hope and victory that is our's in Him.
Call on Jesus constantly, praise Him for His love and streangth given, in every moment when ever you begin to feel weakened do this.
Jesus will bring His victory to you !
God bless
pickles