In your statement you didn't elude to any particular addiction or condition. By 'In trouble', I'm believing that you are struggling with staying clean. It will be necessary for you to heavily rely on your support system in these times. Christian Chat members will be good for a little support, and there are wonderful people on this site, but ultimately, you will need to make direct contact with members of a support group and/or members of your church with whom you have a close relationship. Isolation can be the worst enemy, and the enemy of our souls, (satan), seizes the opportunity to influence you by supporting negative thoughts and destructive patterns when you're bored or alone.
I encourage you to eliminate any relationships with others which have the potential to lead you back into destructive behaviors. If your church is not a bible teaching, supportive, loving congregation of people, you may want to consider finding one that is. Bible reading on a daily basis can be a chore, but there is a type of cleansing that does occur, and so I encourage you to continue reading an 'understandable' version of your choice.
Fellowship with believing christians will be your best support. Get phone numbers, arrange times to meet with supportive friends. People who would not mind if you called them at 3AM, at a time when you may feel drawn to addictive behavior. Self discipline is not easy for any of us. But you will find that it is much easier when you are surrounded by people who genuinely care about you. People in your area. Reach out to them and allow them to hold you accountable. Draw on your support system. Don't wait until your almost to the point of giving in to bad choices or relapsing. Make contact!