with everything that has happened in the last year I'm really at wits end, and my faith has taken a terrible hit, now on top of everything else my wife had fallen and broken her leg, which required surgery, we were at the hospital for days, she is facing a long recovery, and if I dont pay the utilities by monday, they shut off the lights, I dont know whats going to happen at my job, been laid off for so long, now the company has been taken over by family, and I really dont know whats going to happen, thats just a couple of things, there are far too many things that have happened to even list, it seems as soon as I get up, I get knocked right back down again. It just never never ends. Please pray, it's going to be very difficult, and I'm trying to stay strong