Hi there, I am sorry but I feel that I need to share stuff that I have been holding in for a long time because I couldn't talk to anyone. I couldn't bring myself to confide in anyone.
Over the last 18 months - 2 years I had a few things happen which were really tragic and distressing. I can't really talk about stuff here in detail but if I can just list stuff that happened please could I just ask you to lift these things to God for me. Just talking about these things makes me want to cry oceans but I can't because I have to be strong to cope with my life and stuff that I have to handle now.
My dad died. I had broken engagement. One of my friend's was killed in Afghanistan. My ex boyfriend was paralysed from the chest down in a motorbike accident. At the same time I was dealing with these things I also had to go through a legal battle which came about through an injustice (I was lied about and I had to go to court to defend myself). In the end I won the case but it put me through hell.
I have a lot of anger and hurt and bitterness that comes out from time to time. I need help from God.
Thank you for praying for me.