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So, I'm due to deploy to Iraq in January. The catch is that I don't want to go. I might sound like a coward, or whatever, but I really don't want to go. I was told that in my orders it states that I'm an alternate (which means I'll only go if they really need me to after my training is over). So, I'm looking at a good chance of going back to my Navy command instead of deploying to Iraq. However, things are always changing here and I don't want to get the bad end of the stick. Either way, If I don't go to Iraq I will still deploy to Africa with my ship command in January, but at least then I will be with all my friends. I guess I just need prayer for a still peaceful head on my shoulders concerning all this deployment stuff. I have done deployments in the past, but after seeing enough videos through training of US soldiers/sailors/marines getting vaporized my terrorist made bombs, I'm quite uncomfortable with the thought of going. I don't even know what we are still doing in Iraq besides increasing our own body count. Just pray for me please? :/