why?

my testimony is simple i belive and that means i have a reason to be and to behave better i dont need light and special effectecs i just need to be manipulated... like we all are. but yes i feel better now i have somenone to blame for my faults.

WHY...............................................


why wasnt i able to get that? :-/

what? that makes no sense at all, you can't blame anyone for you mistakes in life other than yourself. Anyways, I looked at your profile and you should know, just because you were born and raised into a Christian family as you call it, just because others are saved THAT DOES NOT MEAN YOU'RE SAVED.

You must personally accept Christ into your life and heart. You really need to get in a good church, one that teaches the true word of God, and speak with someone there. Read the Bible for yourself, because others being saved DOES NOT save you.

You must repent of all your OWN sins, accept and invite Christ into YOUR heart and YOUR life. Salvation isn't a religion, or being spiritual, or anything else, it's a PERSONAL WALK AND RELATIONSHIP WITH CHRIST.

Here's a reference for you read it. Question: "How can I become a child of God?"

Answer:

ah well it didn't post it, so I'll put the link here, make sure you read this. It will tell you everything, and it's an awesome site. Also where it says " You Must Be Born gain" it means a spiritual rebirth, not a physical one. http://www.gotquestions.org/child-of-God.html

what do you mean by that? you are responsible for your own faults. it is your choice to do something and you have to face the consequences for your actions. Yes God forgives you but i mean if you did the crime you do the time. you cant shift blame.

i don't think that's a testimony that glorifies God, my dear, .. perhaps you need prayer, we can always include you on our prayer list.

I agree Abing, in fact that doesn't honor or glorify God at all. To be honest it's blaming God, from what they said. Which that's common though believe it or not, however lets just keep this person in prayer, that God opens their eyes and heart, lift them up, and remember pray without ceasing. God will hear and answer the prayers in His time and according to His will, and also remember the efforts made and support offered, God does see that, He blesses it and the desires within the heart! God bless everyone!

Possibly there is a language barrier here......the word manipulated doesn't sound right in the context of what I think you were beginning to say, that word doesn't make sense in what you are saying.

What exactly are you talking about and who are you directing blame at? God, or another person or yourself?

I say this very sincerely and with a kind heart (and tone of voice if you could hear me!)....this is not a testimony. Maybe you misunderstood the word Testimony. Please beleive I am not trying to insult your intelligence, but testimonies are about lifting God up for many number of reasons.

I would offer that perhaps this should have been posted in 'Prayer Requests'. It sounds like you are 'going through' something and need encouragement. I am sure there are many here who would love to encourage you if you need that.

God Bless